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YUSNIZA, yussy, yus, iza .
18, 210691, Gemini
SP, Human Resource Management with Psychology
Modern Dancer, SDZ
Brown, Chocolates w/o nuts, White roses, Jellybeans, Marshmallows (:

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So today's outing didnt go as planned. The stupidsialnakmampos ice-skating place closes at 5.45pm today and it was already 4plus when we reached there.And no, we are so not going to pay for the 2hrs admission for just an hour there. No no way! So we ended up going IMM instead.

Had lunch/tea at Secret Receipe. The food is cheaper than CC's. Initially I wanted to try out the cheesecake. But I could resist the lasagna picture on the menu. And by the time I finished the lasagna, I'm too full to eat. I fell in love with a bag from this store. And it cost over 40 dollars!!! Sigh, bye bye bag!

I need to buy another big black bag and also another pairs of sandals. Bugis Street anyone??? And I have yet to get a pencil short!

My money is really running low. Sigh...

I managed not to spend much today (less than 20 in fact! Woohoo!). Even though I was tempted by the $2 cute gloves at Daiso, I managed to restrain myself from spending more. That's a start. =) Since I cannot MMM( make more money), I shall cut back now...

Ok gtg!

Since everyone else's post make me cry, I think its my turn now...

Diy- Sigh. No more tall girl. We've been friends since primary school, and now we are going on our separate ways. No more complaining of teachers, no more gossipings, no more goofing around and fighting about ICEMAN. (Although I think I deserve him instead of you! =)) Study hard in IJ and practise your maths, yeah. Don't give up! And complete your 5 round of running during PE! =)

Cindy- Sigh. No more Miss Dimple. 7 years of friendship and still counting! =) You're still my best Chinese pal. No more crapping in class, no more drawing nonsense in my textbook. Sigh. Yeah, see you in U( I hope!)

Mao2 and twins- Sigh. No more smartypants. =( And no goofing around during dance. =(

Nadz&Shaf- Sigh. No more vent our anger on each other and complaining about how smart the class is and how we ended up in the wrong class. No more studying together at the library, putting down crap answers on the killer questions. No more talking about boyfriends and crushes... No more sitting at the back of the class and munch on the sweets and tidbits. I'll miss you guys. Wait! I don't even know where you guys are going!

Malay classmates- I don't know where the hell you guys are going, but I do enjoy the times spent together. Hari Raya outings and all... I'll miss you guys... =(

Ok done!

*tears*

I don't know if I should say this but, ... I can't wait for school to start. I'm sick of lying around the house doing practically nothing, munching on sinful snacks every minute or so and keep turning the television on and off for no reason.

I will do something for a change tomorrow: I will go jogging in the morning. Hopefully, I can wake up at 5.45 tomorrow...

I think I've made the right choice. Hopefully, I will enjoy myself there.

No more dissy, no more the four... How to survive?!?!

=(

Ok, I've choosen Singapore Polytechnic -Human Resource Management with Psychology...

"Ili! I never copy you hor! I told Diy before that I'm going to take that too! Grr!" *catfight!* lol...

The new place is so damn freaking small kebabainakmamposla! In front of me is like 40cm away from the wall for the teachers to walk in to and fro. Beside me is a seat, behind me is a chair, and on my right is the door. It's veerrryyyyy squeezy, I tell you. Today's class was great! The teacher said I read like as though I'm applying brakes to a bike ( I read with'eh!'s in between when I'm not supposed to! ), my friend reads with a Bangladeshi accent, another read with the voice suddenly going high pitch (voice-breaking, I suppose!), and another could'nt find the page after so long!

Another batch of friends leaving. Sigh! I hate this system. Fuckfuckfuck. *tears*

I miss everyone already! =(

Went out to 'celebrate' with girlfriend just now, since she did really well. Had pasta, then to the movies. 27 dresses is extremely hilarious and cute! More of a comedy than a romance story, to me. And oh! The leading actor is cute! And the way he smiles at the last part... Man! I was so blown away!

Oh, they sell kacang puteh @ Cineleisure. I had kacang puteh like 10 years ago? And they price was worth it.

Now, getting on to more serious stuff. JC or poly? Yesterday I was sure that I'm going to apply for IJC. But today, the poly courses are starting to tempt me. And I heard many dreadful stories about being in JC. I've already decided which courses to take and which JC to go to. But, the problem is: What will be my first choice? JC or poly??

Headache. Sigh.

Many told me to go to JC. But, I'm not convinced that I can survive there. On the other hand, it is much harder to get into U with only a diploma. Unless I did extremely well: Like one of the top 10%. But, what if I fail my A level? Retake will be one of the choices, but what if I fail again? And if I dont have an A level cert, I have to take a diploma, and my two years at JC will be wasted.

Shit! Someone help me!

Mixed feelings. I'm sad that I didnt get my aim. Instead I got a point higher. But, on the other hand, I did better than prelims and I can go into a JC. Considering that I got a 29 for mid-year. And 19 for prelims. Anyway, I'm glad. =) Syukur Alhamdullilah

I want to thank Mdm Sarojini for helping me achieve a miracle. I finally got a 3 for amaths. I screwed up my sciences.( as expected!)

My parents were happy. (i think!) And my brother got so kecoh about it. I think there's something wrong with him. -.-"

Ok, will be out today... =)

A shoutout to everyone: Doom's day is on Thursday, 24th January 2008. aka Results Day. Shit!

Butterflies, bees, dragonflies... all are flying in my tummy. Ok, leave the bees out. They sting! I screwed my practicals, my biology paper 2 was crap, my comprehension was shit... And the physics paper was a goner. Shit, shit, shit. Tears of joy, or tears of sorrow? Sigh.

Ok, enough! I'll worry on Wednesday.

On a lighter note, Shane West is hot! I watched A Walk To Remember just now. Even though it's my second time, it never fails to make me tear. I like! The part where Jaime (Mandy Moore) was about to die was super sad.

I miss everyone. =(

Thank you Mr Sun for showing up yesterday! And thank you for taking over Mr Rain's place. =)

Finally it was sunny yesterday. Me and girlfriend spent our lunchtime outside Esplanade theater, enjoying our food and the sun. Yes, it's scorching hot. But, heck, I love it! Our initial plan was to go check out the Singapore Flyer. But since we were so foreign to that area and knew nuts about getting there, I suggested to eat outside Esplanade instead. It's fun, only a few people were around. Mainly foreigners...

Sigh. I couldnt get any job. So I guess I spend my time at home. With the DvDs and online indonesian movies and the oh-so-fattening snacks and the library books... Ah, it could get any better. But on the other hand, I have to kepe withdrawing money since my Dad refused to give me pocket money. =(

It sucks. To be left alone. Being stabbed in the back by someone whom I trust the most. Twice. Once is already enough, but twice? Isn't that a bit too much? It hurts real bad. Yes, I may not show. How could I? When you can rattle on about your oh-so-wonderful life, while I'm just there, pretending to be happy and ecstatic for you, while deep down inside, I just wish that I can murder you.

No one cares anyway.

I used to have a wall. A wall which I could lean on to at my desperate times. A wall which even though appears to be just a normal human being, it can blow away my troubles. Far far away. I did a foolish thing. I decided to demolish the wall even though it's been there for me for a very long time. Even though I know, I cannot survive without it.

Now, here I am. Alone. Standing on my own feet. Yes, it can get hard at times. I do fall while trying to stand. But, it's all part of life. It's all part of being alone.

This is what selfishness do to human beings. Destruction.

Sales sales sales!!! It's driving me nuts! And I'm broke and jobless! Thanks a lot shops! (sarcastic) Urrgh!

SP was like sesak nak mampos mcm Geylang Serai bile rayer! The school is not that great after all. Hmm... A wasted trip.

And there is a straight bus from there to town! Gosh! So, obviously me and diy went to town. And I finally bought the Mondo shoes that I wanted. It's so much cheaper at town as compared to Causeway. Surprising. Thank god I didnt buy at Causeway. Huhu...

I'm not going to bring my ATM card with me anymore unless when necessary. If not, after a year, the money inside will all be spent. And oh, I have to earn money again. So yes, job-hunting again. Shit.

Now I complain!

I hate mamats who blast their old-fashioned techno music off their phones. It's so damn fucking irritating! And the trend of blasting music off their phones was like so passe. Do something more 'in' lar. Like perhaps, shutting your trap and go to sleep? Yeah, that'll be so much better!

Next trip with girlfriend is to Vivocity. Whee!!!

In my previous post, I've just mentioned about starting work at Coffee Club. Now, I'm saying that I've Quit The Job. Yes, just two days of work. Why? Because I had to pour wine/beer and I just found out on the second day that the beef/chocken is not halal. Sigh, and I didnt even know when I went to apply for the job.

I have yet to return the uniform. I dont want to face them again. Embarassing. Sigh.

I'm jobless and broke. It couldnt get any worse.

Anyone who wants to go out with me, give me a call. I'm free ANYTIME.

I went on a shopping spree yesterday. $100 is gone just like that. Actually it's slightly more than that. I'm a shopaholic. =(

"Oh Mondo shoes, please wait for me to buy you when I'm richer."

I feel so rich! That's because I'm $500 richer. I'm a happy, happy goober! Trained all the way to Cineleisure to get the cheque. I bought the oh-so-fatty famous amos Chocolate Chip w/o nuts and munched happily while making my way to Orchard MRT station. When I can easily board the train at Somerset station. This is what a bored and nothing-better-to-do person always does!

Met up with Q to take my jeans for work tomorrow. And we chatted till 6.30pm. When she's supposed to complete her homework! Flashbacks, memories... it all came back to my mind. Oh, went to her block to meet her. And I got lost! Think I've lost a few kilos. ^.^

Now, I complain!

Kids these days really have no respect for the elders. I had a really bad train experience today. This boy, with the grandparents I suppose, wanted a seat badly. And he kept screaming and crying and making a bloody irritating scene in front of everyone. And his stupid ugly balloons kept hitting the guy beside him and ME! Yes, laugh all you want. Stupid balloons! And when he got a seat (the guy beside him moved away due to the irritating-ness, by the way) he kept playing with the goddamn balloons and make irritaing noises! He's so pampered! If I were the parent, I would already have given him a tight slap on the face.

I make a bad mother, I know.

Oh by the way, if you dont see your link at the side, please tag yeah? Stupid me deleted the whole blog and forgot to save the links and the tagboard! I'll go plain now, because the old skin was too girly and pink! Someone please help me do a skin, or at least teach me how to do a skin.

My second job starts tomorrow. Coffee Club, here I come! I'm concerned about the spilling of drinks part. *gasps*

=/

So a new blog is born.

The days of shopping and slacking are now over. Girlfriend is now back to school, and I have to get down to settle some seroius business: Job-hunting. Yeah, looking at how much I can spend in just a day and not being able to cut down on my shopping, I have to MMM: Make More Money (taken from the Shopaholic series =))

With the new big TV which had just arrived yesterday night, I can sit at home all day watching TV and VCDs! With chips and chocolates and candies by my side all the time, of course. No wonder I'm getting fatter.

Asia won the Pussycatdolls. Although I think Melissa was a much better singer and dancer than her. And heard that she quitted from being in the group? Stupid, selfless, selfish. If not, Melissa could win. Too bad, Chelsea was not a good dancer, only a great singer. I like Chelsea. She looks like a doll.

Since More Than Words dont want me anymore, I shall go to Mini Toons instead and help the enemy. Interview is at Ubi a.k.a Eunos. Which is at the other end of Singapore. Great, not!I hope the trip is worth it, since it will take almost 2 hours of my time. Including the bus journey and all.

I think the flu bug loves me. I keep getting it. And keep wasting the tissue boxes in this house. And drinking endless water, which make me want to puke.

Ah-choo! Over and out!