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YUSNIZA, yussy, yus, iza .
18, 210691, Gemini
SP, Human Resource Management with Psychology
Modern Dancer, SDZ
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I didn't get a goodnight sleep. My mom is pissed at me. Pardon my foul mood today.

Dance killed me. Again. Somehow, I got a lil irritated by minor stuff, and was not in my best mood. Head was spinning, legs were aching, the sole of my feet were screaming for me to stop dancing. And the blue-black on my knee got worse. Aiyo. Shit. Had cup-noodles and ice-cream as late dinner after dance, at EEE block. I swear I could have gotten another cup of noodles because I was starving, but, erm, feel so paiseh la.

Me, Az, Nadiah, Kate, Shyan were talking about random stuff while eating. But one thing that scares me the most: People who eats very quickly get fat very easily. WALAO. Among my friends, I eat the fastest. And yeah, I'm gaining weight fast. Oh shit, oh shit. Shall learn to eat slower next time. And eat more citrus fruits. Eww.

Okay, another retarded conversation with Nadiah.

Were walking under our void deck and saw a stack of chairs and tables left unattended.
Nadiah: Eh, what's this for ah? Wedding or funeral?
Me: Ah? Don't know leh. You go ask ah. (I wasnt really thinking, was in a daze. Hee)
Nadiah: Ah, ask who? The chairs?
Nadiah turns to face the chair.
Nadiah: Hello chair, how come you're here?
LMAO.

This is what happens when we get very tired. We'll start to talk nonsense.

And today, hmm... Probably stuck at home with all the online movies. Hopefully it's not that bad yeah?

Tomorrow, out with the girls, YAY! (:

Shopping was great today :)

Met up with Kiwi to go catch Farenheit at IMM today. BUT, to our disappointment, people have to buy the album in order to get into the Garden Plaza. Nonsense daylight robbery! So yeah, headed to PS instead. Kiwi, we save up money and go the concert kay! :)

Got my jacket and laptop bag at PS. Thank god the laptop bag fits, just nice :) Had MacD's ice-cream. and talked nonsense with Kiwi the whole time.

Met up with both my siblings at town. Okay, it's been ages since we went out together since they have their own commitments ad I have mine. Was nice. They shopped at boutiques which I can't afford, so I can't buy anything. Just looked around, surprising myself at how over-priced the things are. Fell in love with a black velvet hoodie at Zara. Price was rather reasonable. But I just bought a jacket.

The best buy of today: A red-plum coloured high cut Converse sneakers at only freaking $20! Woo! Got to figure out what to wear it with before school reopens.

Speaking of school, I'm excited about reopening of school :) Shocked? Haha. Got to discuss with the girls on which GEMS module to take this time. And check out the timetable.

Okay, I'm supposed to go bathe now. Was caught in the rain just now, and it's giving me a splitting headache. Plus, I woke up with aching calves and thighs due to Glady's warm-up sessions on Saturday. And I still walked around town with aching legs. Stupid.

And whoa, I'm freaking broke now. Shit. No more going out for movies, shopping, etc. Only to school and lunch with people :(

Session tomorrow. YAY. Meanwhile, I need to catch up on my sleep. It's been 3 days since I've had a proper sleep.

*sings* I want nobody nobody but YOU! *clap clap*

HAHA. Okay, I'm obsessed with the song and dance movements. Going to learn it :)

Dance killed us. No, me. My weak ankles gave up on me during the exercise. My legs shook like mad. Even till now! :P And Gladys can still ask if we wanted to continue the Backyard choreo. I was like 99% dead already! But still managed to do Jiahui's choreo after that :) Had a nonsense-talking session after that :P

Okay, I want to learn Nobody dance!

Woke up late today. And I don't remember waking up to off my alarm at 9am. :/

Went to watch Confessions of a Shopaholic. And it was our first time entering the Grand Cathay, so like jakun nak mampos! LOL. Movie was okay, and very hilarious, but not as good as the book though.

And and! I feel so proud of myself! I didn't spend anything on clothes. Only for lunch :) Not even the laptop bag, partly because I was unsure if my laptop can fit in and that it would be a bloody waste of money if it can't fit! So yeah. Hmm, maybe the movie did have some effect on me la :P

BUT! I'll most probably be going back for the jacket though. Need to invest in a nice one. Probably tomorrow after dance (that is, if dance didn't kill me) or Sunday before meeting Kiwi. And the laptop bag, I'm still not sure.

I need my April allowance! UGH!

And ugh! Can the bloody mosquitoes stop biting me for once?! I have enough scars already!

Dance today cocked up. There was no venue, so the only space we have is the amphitheatre stage. Ugh. Everyone was complaining. No aircon, dusty and dirty stage, fallen leaves everywhere, no mirror, and no lights. Got quite eerie when it was dark. Haha. So romantic, dancing in the dark.

Had the positioning done today. Fun though, despite the disgusting place. Laughed non-stop. Had a dosage of their crazyness :) And Sab kept taking unglam pictures of people. She took 2 unglam pictures of me! TWO leh! Waaaa, I look so unglam one meh? :( AND! She sabo-ed me, by asking Jiahui and Az to put my unglam picture as their display picture at MSN. KNS lor Sab! I throw eggs at you then you know! Grr!

Journey back was even fun. We caught the whole cabin's attention by talking loudly and laughing non-stop. Ooops! :P Nadiah did something very 'auntie' till Meiliang and me laughed till we cried. Really cried, like tears flowing down! Couldn't remember what exactly happened though. HAHA.

I LOVE my MODERNERS to bits! Dance would not be as fun without you guys! Loves! <33 And thank you for the dosage of crazyness :)

Had LJS instead of the usual Kway Teow, cause we reached CWP rather late, and the stall closes rather early. NVM, Saturday hor Nadiah! TSK, no wonder I'm gaining weight. Fattening meals!

Okay, I need my rest. And the blue black on my knee needs a rest too! Nights :)

Finally I got to watch SATC. After like 12345678910 million years, trying to get a decent link that shows the whole movie that I don't have trouble downloading it. Shall catch slumdog millionaire next.

And I don't why know I'm having jitters and dragons in my tummy. Sigh.

I weighed myself today, and I gained 1.5kg. Freaking depressing :(

No wonder I've been stuffing myself with chocolates bits and cereals. My monthly friend came to visit me today. Hello, moody and PMS. Ugh.

Oh wow. I didn't know dreams could get so real. As soon as I was conscious, I was smiling to myself. But then, I realised that it was just a dream. And the reality still exist. Bummer.

Today, another day stuck at home, because of my legs ):

Lots happened last night, but I don't feel like blogging about it. Because what's the use? It still won't go away. And I'm sorry for being rude to some people online yesterday. I'm just not in the mood to talk to people ):

Okay, I want to get back to Facebook games. I ran out of my chocolates, and I'm too lazy to get more.

Seoul Garden rock :)))

I think I ate more with the Moderners and OhFour, as compared to just now with my sister and her boyfriend. Haha. Paiseh la.

Friday :), shopping for a laptop bag and watch Shopaholic movie with Vanne and Kiwi :)

Sunday, I'M GOING TO WUZUN FOR THE 1ST TIME! :) Hohoho! Thank you Kiwi for the information.

I just can't wait for dance on Thursday. I need to be crazy again. I need to see my nonsense crazy friends. And I need a dosage of crazy-ness!

Okay, back to chocolates. It's the only lifesaver I've got now.

Dance. Killed. Me.

Danced from 3pm, ok, no 4pm till 8pm. Wooo! Burning fats yo! Thta's the way it is is done yay! Just have to brush up some parts, the timing, and the extensions :) And it makes me want to choreo another piece. For mini-waves :) Working on my How to save a life.

Dinner with sister tomorrow at Seoul Garden yay! Wednesday, probably be free, so more time to choreo. Thursday, session. Friday, date with Vanne :)

Bruises here and there :(

Okay, I want to snack. Tsk. SOme much for burning off fats uh?

Wahhhh! Tummyache like siao! Must be too much chocolates ):

Boy, am I glad I read the message. Now, half my worries are gone :)

And NADIAH!!! I want to eat the kway teow again!!!

Waiting for time to pass by without no one to accompany you is bloody boring. Am waiting to go for dance.

EEEaaaarrrrrggggghhhhh! My brain juice's not flowing out! Just a short verse, and I can't choreograph anything :(

Nevermind, I'll go play my Word Challenge. Hopefully, something'll come out later at night.

Going out alone is not that bad after all. Spend 2hrs at the library though it's freezing cold. Okay, I'm very very emo today :(

Equipped myself with nonsense food (Choco Mint and Cookie Crisp Cereal), just to get ready. In case of emergency. In case I get into depression :P Thank god for early dance tomorrow. Yay.

Wah! I've been eating a lot of nonsense food lately. Chips More, Cookie Crisp, Choco Mint, and if my sister remembers to buy, Choco Chip Cookies from Marks n Spencer. All chocolate snacks. Yay! :) But there's something missing. My all time favourite TWIX!

Eh, why am I talking about food ar? -.-

Okay, this post is nonsense.

Haha. A retard conversation with Nadiah in the bus just now.

Me: My mom told me to cut my bags shorter, like above the eyebrow.
Nadiah: Eeee, later look more KUKU.
Me: No la, it's not more KUKU. It's KUKUKU!

Okay, it may not sound funny here, but I laughed like mad during the conversation :) There were a few others in the train, but I can't remember.

I'm glad I'm not moody today. Maybe because dance started late (11am wooo!) so I'm less sleepy and stone less. Hee. Ryan came (YAY! And finally!) and taught us a new choreo, which killed us. Haha, the backflip -.-"

Okay, I've got to choreo something for the piece. Or they'll kill me on Monday ):

And hmm, I stink! Haha.

Okay, done, bye!

You know, some little things my friends say to me always make me smile.

YuSniZa says:
ahh, thank god i have u guys man
You still alive baby? says:
haha
You still alive baby? says:
awww n thank god we have u too!!
YuSniZa says:
awww
YuSniZa says:
(:

Thank you girls :)

*edited* :)

Thank god for my girls. Or I'd be lost. Love you darlings. And thanks for being there for me :) And I saw it coming. So I bought strawberries, and Chips More (I couldn't find Chips Ahoy at NTUC!) to prepare myself. For all this. (Shit! Forget to buy Nutella!)

Doubt I'll be in a good mood tomorrow. Haiya!

Today was fun (thank god!). Went to fetch Lydia at Kovan, then headed to Sentosa for Luge. Luge was fun, but too short. Sky-ride rocked the most. Zu was practically screaming beside me, and Lydia is phobia of heights. -.-" Luge, uhh, I'm the last to come back :( TSK! Cause I keep pulling and pushing the handle to 'play play', then I didn't realise I'm slowing down. Wahh, feel so noob, I tell you. First go-kart, then Luge. Think I'm just not born to drive la eh. LOL. Then, we decided to sit on the two bus lines just to wait for time to pass by. I swear, the driver shot glances at us, wondering why we idiots are still on the bus.

Went to Vivocity to have Earthquake at Swensens. Nice shit! :)

Headed to Bugis Street. Didn't buy much. (Which is a good thing) Ate early dinner at Banquet, then headed home.

Dance tomorrow. Not looking forward it it. Sigh :(

Ok, done, bye!

If you're reading this, we need to talk.

I just don't know what's wrong with complaining. I'm miserable with something, I complain, and I get ticked off. Yes, I know someone is worse off than me. So, you're saying that I should just keep my misery inside each time, and not complain about it?

And your attitude these days are so unpredictable. I just hate it.

You know who you are.

Had a threesome outing (Zu, Kiwi, moi). Haha fun shit! We talked non-stop the whole day. We talked about life, love, guys, education, how we don't want to grow up... etc. And it's nice, to have someone to talk to, and share your troubles with the girls. Load of my chest, I should say. And, I'm happy for everyone, yay! :)

And I realised that a lot of mats and minahs like to hang out at Esplanade. And mats are very into those big big professional camera (like Jasmine's). -.-" No, I'm not staring at them, I'm just being observant :P

I realised that people can get so obsessive at times. Scary shit. :X

Tomorrow, out to RS again for dance, and then dinner together with Ms Jenny. Yay! :)

Friday, LUGE yeah! Please don't rain :( and it'll be the second heart-to-heart session.

Okay, done, bye.

:)

I slept at 3.30am last night. Eh no, morning. Because of the results. And I just woke up. Sleepy :(

I'm not exactly happy, but I'm satisfied with it. Managed to keep it >3 for overall, even though it's very very close. Okay la. Hee.

Part of me feels stupid too, because people are getting >3.5. Sheesh! Crazy people! Haha. Nevermind.

Got to work harder next academic year! :)

Meeting the girls later. Yay. :)

Okay la, I need to bathe and eat a little. My tummy is growling. Bye.

When girls get too sleepy, they'll do this:

YuSniZa says:
eh, pass me ur happiness le
YuSniZa says:
haha
YuSniZa says:
i so sleepy
Sabrina Oh! says:
HAHA
Sabrina Oh! says:
*passing to yus..* *zub zub zub zub zub zub*
Sabrina Oh! says:
absorb it! faster
YuSniZa says:
*loading*
YuSniZa says:
*50%*
YuSniZa says:
*100%*
Sabrina Oh! says:
lmao
Sabrina Oh! says:
wooooots
YuSniZa says:
*successfully loaded*
YuSniZa says:
haha! nonsense!
Sabrina Oh! says:
*checking for virus*
Sabrina Oh! says:
HAHAAHAA
YuSniZa says:
YuSniZa says:
i thought check virus 1st?
YuSniZa says:
den load?
Sabrina Oh! says:
really ah?
YuSniZa says:
dunno leh!
YuSniZa says:
haha!

Nonsense leh Sab! Anyway, congrats girl! You GEEK!

Am waiting for results now. Anytime soon. Ugh. Been waiting since 12am. :( And the girls are not online. So is Mus. So lonely. Thank god got Sab.

EEEEEE! Why so slow one!!! And why is DHRMP always the last? Unfair!

Whoa, headache already. But no, am not going to sleep. Yet. Till I get my result.

I don't feel nervous now. I feel sleepy! This is the first time I stayed up till late. Okay, maybe except for camps. Haha. But, AIYAH! Ugh!

Ok. Bye. Sleepy. Zzz

Ahhh! I can't keep still. My tummy is doing somersaults. And I keep having the urge to shit, but nothing came out (haha!). Or maybe it's due to the cup noodles I ate just now. :P Results is out tomorrow! Please give me >2.5 and I'll be grateful. Please please.

Went to RS. So nice to see Ms Jenny and the rest again. Ahh, reunion! :) The SYF item is friggin nice. Few dancers are able to portray emotions very well throughout the whole dance. And their techniques are damn good (as compared to our batch!). It something new in SYF piece. Something that showed lots of emotions. Previous dances are happy dance. Nice :) Have a chance to get a gold. Reunion again on Thursday, including dinner with Ms Jenny. YAY! And they changed the guards and they are so much nicer to us! No questions, just sign in. :)

After dance, we trio ate cup noodles at our old hangout place (under the block!). Ahh, old memories. :) It's so nice to do it again, despite not being in the same school and not having to meet each other as often. Thinking back, we used to be so childish, playing at the small playground, play tag, treasure hunt, and nonsensical stuff. Haha. And I think we wasted a lot of time after school hours hanging out, while we were supposed to be studying! :)

And I miss how slenger I am back then in secondary school. Haha. Okay, I can't believe I'm saying this :P

Yay! Date with OhFour girls tomorrow :) Miss them truckloads!

Aiyah, I'm still feeling jittery leh. Usually, whenever I feel jittery, it's not a good sign. Sigh. Shit. Arrgh!

Ugh, okay okay. I go play games at Facebook. :(

I had the best-est dream ever. Oh wow. It felt so real. The touch, the hug, the taste. And then, my sister decided to be the spoil-sport and make so much noise, waking me up. UGH. Thanks lor! Now I'm all grumpy again. Grr.

Dance at RS later. Seriously have no idea how we are going to get past the guards. Tsk. Nonsense people.

Results tomorrow. Shit. I know my 3.0 and above is gone. I'm hoping for a 2.5 and above, I guess :( Please please please let me pass my Accounts and Stats. Sigh. Stupid Maths modules. Ugh. Thinking of the results is killing me. Shit shit shit!

:(

My head is still throbbing since the end of dance session. :(

Dance session killed me. This is the first dance session that I sweat a lot since after waves. Haha, good thing though. Burn off all the fats accumulated during the exam period. Jiahui's choreo is the culprit. It's nice, tiring and very demanding in terms of techniques. But I like it a lot :) Then, did Bye Bye several times. SO yeah, sweat a lot! Yay! SO happy! :)

Tomorrow, dance at RS! Yay! :)

Wednesday evening, out with OhFour. Chatting and gossiping session, perhaps plus dinner. Eh girls, cup noodles can? I'm very broke! :( And I seriously need the girl's advice. Sigh. I feel like some heartbreaker! Help girls! SOS! And somehow, I have to convince my mom to let me go out till late. Ugh.

Okay, Thursday maybe got session, if there is a venue. Jiahui's choreo yay! :)

Friday, SENTOSAAAA! Okay, I know it's going to rain. But we have to use the luge ticket soon. SO yeah, straight to luge, then hit the beach after that.

WOW! Busy weekday I've got :)

Okay, this post sounds so much cheery. Yay! I don't know why I'm so hyper today. Even though my head is killing me.

Okay, done. Bye!

*ohFour outing, yay yay!*

I seriously need to stop eating every 30mins. I finished the box of Frosties cereal right after lunch, then ate some fruits. And right after dinner, I ate some noughats, then maggi, and then tom yum seaweed.

Shit. Ugh.

A texted me out of the blue. And he owes me a meal and movie. HOHO! Woots! It's nice. Even though we had some bad moments together. But, yeah, at least we're friends. :)

Ok, I'm done! :)

I'm in a much better mood now. Yay!

I hate the stupid mosquitoes. They are always going after my blood instead of the rest's. Grr.

Tomorrow. Performance. Session. Can burn off fats. Yay! I feel like eating kway teow for dinner tomorrow. Again.

:)

"Sometimes, the one that loves you most in right beneath your nose. you may not see it. sometimes, what you want is not what you get. sometimes, what you get is not what you want. but no matter what, only you yourself can make the decision whether to make yourself happy or not. even with as little as nothing, you should be grateful and happy that you have a wonderful Religion and a life." -Mus

Thank you, for knocking sense into me. I really needed that. :)

I need my dinnnnneeeeerrrrrrrr! HUNGRY!

My insomnia days are back. Ugh. I can see dark circles forming.

Dance killed me. Or rather, Gladys and Min killed all of us. But nevermind, its for the best. Tomorrow, confirm plus chop, my legs will be aching again.

This is my 5th yawn since a minute ago. I really need some proper sleep.

Hopefully, Wednesday evening's outing will still be on. I seriously need to release the urge to whine, complain and listen to advices. And yes, of course, listen to more gossips. Hee. Yes, it is results day, and most probably I'll be feeling miserabe the whole time. But it'll be much better if I were to go out than rotting at home. I miss my OhFour girls. Very very much!

Aiyah! The rain stopped. I want to sleep! GRR!

Today is fun shit! Went out with DarlDiy. She wore heels today. Like a frigging high one. And she's already like much taller than me w/o any shoes on. So she made me fee like a dwarf. Gee. Nevermind, I'm used to it. Short is cute okay! :)

We stupidly went to take 901, then train-ed to Sembawang, and then take 980 when we can easily take 962, then 980. Noob lor. HAHA.

We like walked around aimlessly around SSC to wait for 3pm. Like really aimlessly. Haha.

The tea buffet was satisfying! We ate like 11 plates of sushi and side dishes. Really stuffed. Thank god I wore a dress that is not tight. Or I'll be 2 months pregnant. The best part was the dessert. Nice shit! I swear, if they give me 10 plates of that, I can finish all at one go! The bill is only like 37++ for two. So it's around 20. Very reasonable. :)

Bought basic tees at Cotton On. Sigh. Running out of money.

I'm feeling very guilty now. I just ate buffet, and I'm finding food to munch on as soon as I got home. OMG! Nevermind, nevermind, there is dance tomorrow. :P

Took 962 home. And it brought back all the memories. When RS used to be at the holding site. The route under the block, the playground where we used to hang out and play, the amount of Myojo Tom Yum cup noodles, badminton at the carpark, how we used to go back all the way to Vista Point just to get a drink because we're freaking thirsty. I miss those times. :(

And Diy is so pretty and has good fashion sense :) Love you babe!

Next outing, when ah? :P

I found several personality quizzes online. Some are very accurate, and some are nonsense. So yeah, enjoy! :)

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:
You are a true romantic. When you are in love, you will do anything and everything to keep your love true.

(Yes, very true.)

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:
You are ready to commit as soon as you meet the right person. And you believe you will pretty much know as soon as you might that person.

(Hah? I don't know who is the right person. Maybe, so far, no one?)

The seriousness of your love:
You are very serious about relationships and aren't interested in wasting time with people you don't really like. If you meet the right person, you will fall deeply and beautifully in love.

(They made it sound so simple. How I wish it's that easy.)

What are you most afraid of:
You are afraid of things that you cannot control. Sometimes you show your anger to cover up how you feel.

(VERY true! But I don't really show my anger. Right?)

Who is your true self:
You are full of energy and confidence. You are unpredictable, with moods changing as quickly as an ocean. You might occasionally be calm and still, but never for long.

(Okay, freakingly true. Energy and confidence? Hmm, no. I always stone and I'm only full of energy in front of certain people.)

You are a very serious person. You tend to be quiet and well behaved, and you don't have a great deal of self-confidence. You prefer to be alone rather than with friends and that could make you a little less interesting to certain types of guys. You are very attractive in an individual kind of way, and this means it can take people a little while to get to like you.

( I prefer to be alone than with friends, only when I have mood swings ok! Attractive? NO!)

You are a bright, cheerful and bubbly person. You are thoughtful and considerate, and like to have fun. Everybody feels comfortable around you because of your pleasant nature. When you walk into a room, people's eyes are likely to be drawn to you because of your charm.

(Someone tell me what charm do I have? Other than stoning, and spacing out?)

Your peers think of you as a fun person, but sometimes you can be a little irresponsible. You can be somewhat childish, and can try to ignore the fact that you will one day need to really grow up and be a mature adult! Perhaps you could start reading good books; they might help you look at the world in a different light. You do want to be taken seriously, right?

(This, really pisses me off! Irresponsible?! Grr! Childish, okay, I can accept. But irresponsible. Uhh... And isn't Twilight series and romance novels good books? I read them a lot ok!)

You desire a love that will last forever. You are quite serious about finding this type of love, and that's why you think carefully about the men that you meet before deciding whether you could really love them. You don't just develop a crush on someone overnight: you look at a person's personality and other aspects of their life before deciding to form an attachment. If a guy doesn't meet your expectations, you would rather be alone. Your love has to be perfect. Be careful though, you could be missing out on some worthy relationships because your standards are so high.

(High standards? Hmm... Maybe. But the rest are freaking true!)

How will you choose your Mr Right?
No matter how many men you have beating a path to your front door, when it comes to picking Mr Right, you'll listen to your parents. Not only will you become weary of all your suitors, deep down you don't quite trust your own judgment.

(My parents? Serious? Whoa!)

Who will be your future Mr Right?
Your real-life hero will be manly. He'll be dependable, even financially. He will protect you and always respect your feelings. He'll probably be quite a bit older than you.

(How much older...? Hmm)

When will you get married?
You will be very determined and thorough in choosing a spouse. You'll study every detail about your man before saying yes to a life of love. You will eventually make a good choice, but you'd better be sure that he's willing to wait that long.

What sort of wife will you be?
You are a bit tricky. You might pretend to be a sensitive and caring wife in his eyes, but you'll be ready to laugh at him behind his back and eventually you may even leave him for another man.

(HAHAHAHA!)

Will you and your husband have a good time together?
You and your spouse will choose to spend time on more romantic activities. You won't end up quite as healthy, but you'll have plenty of fun going out for drinks, watching concerts or playing cards at home with other friends.

What will your children be like?
Your kids will be quiet and won't give you a hard time - they'll be a joy to have around. However, you should teach them to be stronger and more confident in themselves. Otherwise they might grow up to be losers.

(I'll take note of that!)

How loyal are you?
You get along very well with most guys. Sometimes your friendliness misleads others to think that you're a bit of a flirt, but actually you've got a loyal heart. You'll never have eyes for anyone except your beloved husband.

(Aww! Am I that loyal or what?)

Okay. Done. :)

Started the day with a bit of Eclipse :)

Went to school to take care of the booth. And the other two made friends with a guy frm Theatre Compress. And Nadiah went crazy and gaga. Zzz... Tell me something new. I was stoning and spacing out the whole time. Really am very tired. :(

Nadiah decided to become a spoiler and told me the ending of the Twilight series. Hoho. Can't wait to get to the next book :) Had an early dinner (Kway Teow). I forgot to get my McFlurry! Aiyah!

Okay, I'm done. Sigh. This week is wearing me out. Not physically, more to emotionally. Okay, not point thinking about it.

I can't wait to have a gossip session with Zu! So many stories to tell! And I need someone to talk to! Zu, hurry leh!

Things are going back the way it used to be now. Thank you :)

And thank you all for the concern. I love you guys!

I had a nice time, talking to him. Things are going the way I want it to be. And I guess, taking it slow is the best. Miss you, b! Muax

I am no longer in my emo mood now. Yay!

Lunch date with Mum tomorrow. And probably spending the afternoon at the library before heading to school for session.

Okay, I don't know why I even bother updating my blog. I seriously have nothing to say. Maybe because, it's a little too late to watch an Indon movie, I gave up on Word Challenge, and I'm too sleepy to read Eclipse.

Okay, nvm. Bye.

I want to be the girl that completes your life. Kay?

I was in the mood to spring clean my room. I did my wardrobe, and part of my study table. Until, I saw the picture. Of A. Memories came flooding through my mind, and good and bad ones. What he did to me, what I did to him and how we ended up this way. I am aware, of his feelings towards me now.

And it totally spoilt my mood to finish up cleaning my study table. Sigh.

Hopefully, I can get over this. And finish cleaning up my part of the room. The study table is still waiting to be cleared, as well as the drawer. And I have yet to change my sheets.

Okay, enough of these emo stuff.

On the bright side, I finished New Moon :) Eclipse next!

Sushi date with DiyDarling on Tues. Yay! Can't wait! Session tomorrow. My body is aching from yesterday. Ouch.

And somehow, I can't help but to feel insecure. Again.

Dance killed me. Or rather, my techniques are totally rusty. Sadded. I can't even do a proper piroutte. I need sessions! I mean, proper sessions, minus gossiping and laughing and cam-whoring. Haha.

Such a nice weather to sleep in. But, I'm not the kind who takes naps.

Yesterday's archery was fun shit! Made some new friends. Laughed at my stupid-ness. Hmm, okay, I sucked la. I totally have no strength to carry the bow, and my arms began to tremble when I'm drawing the bow. Haha. The result? I missed the board. Lol. But it's a fun experience though. Thanks Jasmine for introducing me to that. :)

Am totally dizzy from dance. Sigh.

Okay, I'm going to read New Moon. Twilight book rocks :) (Okay la, I know I'm a bit out-dated la. )

:)))

P.S Many many thanks for your concerns yeah. Am much better now. Thanks! Oooh, I feel so loved! Haha.

I don't care anymore. Whatever.

Guilty. How come I feel that I'm the villian here? When I'm not at fault. Everyone kept asking for second chances. But would it be fair to me? If I am the one who has to give in all the time?

Maybe I should just stay away. I don't want to make the situation worse.

Aiyah, heck la! To hell with you guys! I don't give a damn anymore.

I've been dreaming of YOU this week. I don't know why. I thought I had gotten over you?

Shit. My posts are getting more depressing. Tsk!

Bad day. Ugh.

"Setiap insan ingin mecintai dan dicintai. Tapi, aku hanya ditakdirkan untuk mencintai. Bukan dicintai." ~ Love, the movie.

Okay, more Indon movies coming up! Whee! Thanks Hanna for introducing the website to me :)

*edited*

It doesn't matter anymore. What you said last night made sense. And that article at Kiwi's blog too. Maybe I just think too much. Whatever it is, I look forward to us. No matter what the outcome may be.

:)

I want to watch another sad movie and cry with my girls again! I'm in a I-want-to-cry-but-I-can't-find-any-reasons-why mood these days. Must be because of the time of the month. Ugh.

Tomorrow. Movie. Let's go Grand Cathay. Yay!

Sumpah, at the rate of how I'm spending my money, I can go broke anytime. Stupid recession and stupid temptations! Ugh!

I don't want to go out today. My tummy hurts and my body is aching.

Sunday was spent at cousin's wedding. Tired and boring shit. Went home early to get stuff from a friend. Then, spent the rest of the day reading and watching the ending of Twilight.

Today. Wasted time going for the interview. Ugh, nevermind. Watched Marley And Me. And okay, I cried buckets when Marley died. I'm surprised at how the movie about a dog dying actually made me cry. Okay, so throughout the whole day, I was feeling rather stupid at how emotional I could get. Until Li Ern told me a lot of people cried after watching that movie too! HAHA! Okay, now I feel better!

And Vanne wasted a lot of money trying to get that soft toy. Aww! I'm impressed by her determination man! :)

So Wednesday, we will be watching movie again. Haha! Rich hor? (NOT!) We missed out on a lot of movies during exam period, so we shall enjoy the movies to the fullest now. :) Thursday will be spending the time at Lydia's again, and then dance session at night. Friday night will be doing archery (Don't laugh! Not funny! Grr!). Saturday, dance. Sunday, hopefully free.

Woo! Kind of packed now :)

Tomorrow? Hmm... I don't know. Dance killed me just now. My head felt heavy from all the turnings, Glady's taught us the continuation of This is Us, and we did more techniques. Whoa, seriously, my techniques sucked. I wondered what I was doing during the 4 years of dance in RS. Seriously, everything is so different and rusty now. Ugh. Nevermind, shall perservere! :) Still aiming for middle split at the end of the year, yo!

Okay, I'm beat. Nights!