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YUSNIZA, yussy, yus, iza .
18, 210691, Gemini
SP, Human Resource Management with Psychology
Modern Dancer, SDZ
Brown, Chocolates w/o nuts, White roses, Jellybeans, Marshmallows (:

Do TAG, love you! (:

Yet another happy ending. Sigh.

I just hate the fact that I cannot stop reading books with happy endings, yet I clearly know that happy endings are not real. In fact, almost impossible. It's somewhat, maybe, self-denial? Dramas, movies, novels, it's the same old thing. Girl meets guy. They fell in love and lived happily ever after. But somehow, I'm not sick of the same old storyline.

And I hate it that I always get so emotional whenever I finished a story. I think I need something different to cheer me up. Something that does not end in a happy ending. Something more realistic.

And ugh! How I hate holidays. I would start thinking of nonsense stuff, fantasizing silly things and imagining things that are not realistic. I need something to distract me from all this shit. Work maybe? That is, if I can find one.

I'm still mulling over my wrong choice. Sigh. Wished I could turn back time. But what has been done cannot be undone. Guess I have to live with it. And pretend to be happy when it's not.

Pardon me. I'm so emotional right now. Too many things on my mind. Things that I should not be thinking about.

I feel so, I don't know, insecure? Whatever it is, all I know is that I have to "de-fall" for you.

Ugh, enough of these emo stuff. I sure do hope I'm in a better mood later on.

I think I need to get my butt out of the house, and get a job!

I'm feeling all shitty now. I need my Hershey sundae pie.

I feel so lazy to start clearing out my wardrobe. Well, there's not much to do anyway. My wardrobe is pretty neat. Just have to take out the things that I don't want and dump it into my backpack to bring over to Lydia's place for tomorrow. Can't wait to meet my girls! :)

Session later, and I'm feeling a teeny weeny bit lazy. Don't know why.

It started out with a bad day. Getting shit from my Mom, it was freezing, I was still shocked by last night's incident. Everything was bad. I was like half-hearted to join the girls to town. But since I need a break from all the shit at home, why not?

And it really did cheer me up. A whole lot! Thanks girls!

And wow! I didn't know I could spend almost 100 in a day. MAMPOS. I'm broke! But, I could not help but to feel satisfied. Perhaps shopping is my best medicine! :)

Ugh. Don't ask me out to shop anymore. Unless you're willing to pay for it. Kay? :)

Tomorrow shall go session if I'm done clearing my clothes. Need some space for the new ones know! Got to work hard on my splits :(

And friday, we girls will be doing up our blogshop at Lydia's place. Woo! I bring pillow to sleep kay, Lydia? :P

I love my girlfriends! <3333

*edited*

It's pointless isn't it?

Nevermind

Yesterday, the only thing that went wrong is the super heavy rain. Other than that, everything else was great. Tsk, it always rained when I have plans. Sadded.

Went to Perfect Cut to get my hair done. Hmm, the price is rather expensive compared to Paparazzi, but Perfect Cut provides free consultation and service was great. They gave me hot Green Tea (which I don't drink of course! I don't drink Green Tea!), there is a mini television for every seat, and the magazines are new! (February issue yo!) Highly recommended! :)

Then I chiong-ed to school for dance. Met Meiling and Kate halfway :) Dance was crazy. I swear, my bones were cracking, and I groaned every 1 minute or so. Tsk tsk, rusty! Anyone going session on Thursday? :P

Okay, my plan for today is to sit at home. Why? Because I can't wash my hair for two days. And I don't want to go out with smelly hair! So yeah, going to read some books, and watch online Indon movies.

For tomorrow, will be a date with Vanne and the rest to get a laptop bag. I so need one!

It's end of February, and I'm running out of cash! :(

Am reorganising my Facebook account now, which I still have no idea how to. TSK! Technology these days gives me a big headache. And Kiwi uploaded a lot of my unglam pictures, which everyone else can view. *hides face with blanket*

Okay, so today didnt turn out well. It bloody RAINED! I think we are like totally jinxed or something. Everytime we want to go Sentosa, it rained! But this time was slightly better. We managed to dip inside the water (notice I say dip, not swim. Haha. I don't know how to swim!) for more than an hour till my fingers looked like prune. As soon as we got into the shower room, it rained cats and dogs. Sadded.

We thought the rain would stop soon, so we waited at the bus bay area and snacked. And played nonsense games! Haha. And Jasmine's chop-chilli-chop actions is so hilarious lah! I was laughing till I ended up on the ground. But we decided to head home. Because it continued to pour.

Ended up walking aimlesly around Vivocity. Freaking shagged.

And I thought I could take a nap as soon as I reached home. But the CC people have some Getai events going on, and they blasted the songs lah! Sheesh! I couldn't sleep at all.

... Okay now, they finally stopped. It's 10pm. It started at 5pm. Count the number of hours and you can know how much i suffered :(

Aiyah. I havent wash my dirty wet clothes. Nvm. Tomorrow :)

Exams are out yo! (Yeah, yeah. I screwed it all. But so what? Worry about the results/repeat module later!)

Lunched at Pastamania and watched He's just not that into you. It's like a class outing :) Fun yo!

And tomorrow is the long awaited Sentosa Day with the class. Yay!

I have lots of dates coming up. Yayness!

Okay, I'm done here.

And Zu, Happy Facebooking kay darling *winks*

And B, I miss you!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY, MD DANIAL TAN! (Okay, I'm one day late. But still, I'm nice enough to wish you 3 times okay!)

And, HAPPY VALENTINE'S DAY! Spread the love yo! Hugs and kisses to my darlings.

And sweets, I think I'm in love too. :) Happy Vday. Sorry I can't go out. After your exams kay? Muax.

Okay, I'm hungry. Must be the coffee! TSK!

2 down, 3 more to go!

I can do this! :)

Anyway, the two papers killed me. :(

Nvm, three more to go!

And then, it's time to PAAARRRRTYYYYYYYYYYY!

Tell me, what's going on. I can't read minds, I don't know what you are thinking, and I'm clueless on what you're trying to tell me.

Sometimes, it sucks when you are being loved. And I don't want history to repeat itself.

Okay, paper is on Wednesday. And here I am, updating. I seriously cannot concentrate in the afternoon. I'm productive only at night and in the morning. :(

Ahhhh! Fine. 15mins more and back to Econs!

Sheesh! Life sucks!

Somebody just kill me can? DAMMIT LAH! YOU ARE REALLY TESTING MY PATIENCE LOH!

I'm just looking forward to the holidays. I have many things planned. And no, one of it is not taking up a part-time job :) Dates, outings, and basically exploring what I can do and trying out new stuff!

Okay. Reality check yus! 1 more week to exams, and here I am fantasizing about the holidays.

Sheesh!

Sigh. It'll never end, will it?

Am still getting used to facebook. And everday, when I open up my mail, it's like 30+ messages each day. -.-" I'm still new at this. And I think I'll start exploring only after the 20th Feb :)

Ah. Tomorrow. Will not be a good day. Sigh.

Ok bye. Expecting guests later. Aiyah!