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YUSNIZA, yussy, yus, iza .
18, 210691, Gemini
SP, Human Resource Management with Psychology
Modern Dancer, SDZ
Brown, Chocolates w/o nuts, White roses, Jellybeans, Marshmallows (:

Do TAG, love you! (:

Having flu two days before the MST week and having dierrhoea one day before MST week is sooo not good. Sheesh!

I'm losing my concentration. :(

BUT, I'm very very happy! HEH!

Ok, my post is contradicting.

But still... I'm happy!

It was soo unexpected when you texted me. I was on the moon, I swear. ;)

Finally, the last presentation for this year is over! *heaves a sigh of relief*

Chris is giving a mock test tomorrow, and I couldn't absorb anything! I would either forget the points or forget how to explain. And there are definitions to remember too! Leave it to the weekends. Haha.

Wahla wahla... WOW! Today, the class was rather harsh on him. Hah, that's what you want, that's what you get!

I need to sleep. That one hour power nap is seriously useless. And that cold bath is also useless...

Stats practice (tons of it!), Econs memorisation and redo tutorials (and clear doubts too! Help, vanney vanne vanne!), PACC theory and redo tutorials (and memorise disposal asset procedure!), MOB final memorisation and tutorials.... WOW! So many things, so little time... *faints*

Sleep or study????

Fine, I'll go and sleep! No point studying since I can't absorb anything!

Bad bad day today. Everything bad happened in every hour.

The only thing that was nice was meeting up with the Moderners and celebrate Sab, Fishball and Bgirl's birthday. =)

Sigh. I'm screwed.

SO much for 3.5... I can't do it anymore...

=(

And I've decided not to wait for you anymore. I feel like im chasing the air. So long.

*sings* When you're LIVING with a broken heart...

Got tagged by that crazynoisygila girl! Haha!

seven things that scare me:
1) losing my friends and family
2) dying
3) watching people die
4) balloons
5) bees
6) pills!
7) obsessive guys ;(

seven things that i love the most:
Things ah? Alamak!
1) Handphone
2) Money
3) Laptop
4) TV
5) Concealer
6) Contact lenses
7) FOOD!

seven important things in my room:
1) BED!
2) pillow
3) bolster
4) Elmo
5) Spongebob
6) The yellow rabbit!
7) Heart cushion

seven random facts about me:
1) I cry easily
2) I have ugly legs
3) I'm scared of lightning
4) I love mushrooms!
5) I always stress people up! (haha!)
6) I laugh like a hyena
7) I'm taller than my elder sister

seven things i plan to do before i die:
1) Bungee jump
2) Travel
3) Get married
4) Fishing
5) Outdoor camp
6) Ride on an elephant
7) Have sex? Haha!

seven things i can do:
1) Dance? =/
2) Make lame jokes
3) Trip and fall almost everyday
4) Burp on purpose
5) Irritate people
6) Dig my nose
7) Eat two burgers without feeling full

seven things i cant do:
1) Double piroutte
2) Split jump
3) Shit everyday (haha!)
4) Push-ups
5) Talk while eating
6) Swallow a pill
7) See a bee w/o screaming

seven things i say the most:
1) Kanasai
2) You want to die?
3) Walao
4) Shit
5) Dammit
6) Haha
7) Hah?!

seven songs i've recently listen to:
Skip this!

seven movies i've recently watched:
And this!

seven favourite artists:
1) Wu zun!
2) James Marsden
3) David Archuleta
4) Hilary Duff
5) Rihanna
6) Miley Cyrus
7) Van Gogh? Haha!

seven people i tag to do this quiz:
Whoever who is free!

You made me do it. I've given you sooo many warnings, and yet you still did it.

It hurts me to do it. But you have got to learn and change. Change for the better. I hope now, you realised it.

Why am I so unlucky in relationships?

Maybe I should stay away from now on...

='(

The day started with me stoning at the MRT platform at Woodlands, waiting for the next Pasir Ris train. I missed the 7.55 one, so I had to wait for the 8.06 one. Haha. Stupid, I know. But I seriously hate getting on the Green line. So might as well wait. Pasir Ris train rocks my socks!

The morning started with bad news from Chris during MOB that one of the lecturer in SB committed suicide. And he used to teach at that timing, just one classroom away. Halfway during the lesson, the SB director came into the classroom (the one classroom away from us) and many students were there. Some were even crying. Sad. I could see that Chris was greatly affected since the deceased was his room partner. He kept quiet the whole time and ended the class early.

Learnt that the class the deceased used to teach had a student who committed suicide too. Poor class, having to handle with so many blows.

Lesson learnt? SB-SP is a very very stressful school. Haha.

And so much for studying MOB during the three hours break! Me, Hanna and Zu went all the way to Macdonalds (yes, from t22!) just to get lunch. We ate at the hut, and had heart to heart talk. Like really heart to heart! Mainly about the class and relationships. I feel so loved, yo! Love you girls!

Stats and Econs lecture ended rather early too. So today was rather slack, which is a good thing. I have too much in my mind. =(

Dance tomorrow, and I so don't have the mood. ='(

And it's been 3 days, two nights. =(

Today is certainly not one of the best days. Thursday's blues, I must say. Sleep deprivation + irritating tutor + having to travel to town to do project + sucky food at foodcourt 6 = BLEARGH! Thank god Econs tutorial was a good one. Even though I don't have a clue on what is going on, I managed to absorb a lot! All thanks to Nescafe yaww!

I'm in Wahla's lesson now. It freezing, and I'm trying to read and understand Econs notes. Sigh. He seriously needs to be sacked. SIGH. It sucks when you want to have a say in something but not given a chance, and you have to live with it and suffer n silence.

AND HE BLOODY KEPT PICKING ON ME! KNS! WTF IS WRONG WITH HIM?????

I am even more pissed off now.

Sheesh!

ARRGH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Too many things in my mind now. Sigh...

And I really don't know how to face you. I know running away is not a solution. And I know that he's not going to give up very soon. I'm tired of this hide and seek game. I just want us to be normal friends. Nothing more than that. Sigh. I hate it when this kind of thing happens. Once was enough. The way you treat me now is not like how normal friends treat each other.

I just hate the way you keep on insisting wanting to talk to me. At times, I do want to be alone. And when you kept sending me messages, its freaking frustrating. Trust me, if I were alone with you, I would have sweared at you non-stop for an hour. Yes, my temper is THAT bad.

To you, you know who you are.

Hopefully things between us gets better once we clear things out.

P.s I think I like SI

I'm so screwed! MST is like almost in a weeks' time, yo! And I haven't start preparing at all! Sheesh! I am even wayyy behind lessons.

I still need to clear my doubts on PACC's fixed asset and Econ's Topic 14. Stats, I have to rely heavily on the textbook and lecture notes, since the tutor is of no help at all. Sigh. It's a tough semester. So much for shining! -.-"'

CRS was a nightmare. I whacked on my personal views and grammar, and she says my points are contradicting. KNS! She didn't even let me finish! And I didn't get to explain the supporting evidence for my part! Sheesh! So much for standing up for our rights huh?

No, I'm not going to screw this MST up... No more excuses, no more postponing. Focus yus, focus!

I don't feel like going dance on Saturday. Sigh...

Let's just take this slow and easy....

*deep breaths*

Yesterday's kenduri (family gathering) was a mess! Haha.

I don't know half of the people who came to my house, the aunties in the kitchen kept asking me whether were the plates and spoons and shit things and I either shrugged or scratched my head. I became a full-time maid for the whole of 12hours. I was either topping-up the food or cutting the cakes. It's a bad thing that I stayed in the kitchen the whole time because the food was like several centimetres away from me. So, my itchy fingers kept taking the food and shoving it into my mouth even though I'm not very hungry.

So much for my plan of revising and studying! And so far, I only did PACC tutorial. =(

Okay, I have to start CRS now. Wednesday is the test!

I hadn't had proper sleep for three weeks. Ever since Waves period. Even though Waves is over now, projects and assgnments are piling up, and I have lots of things to catch up on, considering that I missed two weeks of lessons (well, more of not paying attention) and MST is just three weeks away. I'm freaking tired.

MOB presentation is over. We exceeded the time limit (well, everyone did!), the sound projection for the video did not work and being the last speaker, I had to talk like a train. It's a wonder Chris could understand what I was saying. And I seriously don't know what Chris wanted. =/

I still have CRS this Wednesday and IDEAS due on Week 7. MST week is Week 8. =(

Freaking tired man... Coffee is my best friend now. I loveeee Nescafe!

There is family gathering tomorrow (kenduri) for my parents tomorrow since they are leaving to perform their pilgrim in December. Which means... Packed food everyday, freedom, I can work, no transportation services from my dad =(.... My main concern is FOOD!

I'm going to revise and do Stats today. =(

Me and Hanna had a heart to heart talk with Phillip during the extra PACC lesson. Haha. CC and CY were too tired to continue so we called it a day. We talked about nonsensical stuff like marrying rich guy and not having to work, poly/uni education and standing up for our rights. Haha. He's nice. =)

Okay, I want to take a nap and eat. Will be online later to bother people about Stats later! Haha!

Still trying to recover from post-wave 13 blues. It's a little weird, having to dance everyday, and then suddenly, no more dance for almost two whole weeks. I miss dance. Even though the concert was on last Saturday. Can't wait for practice next Saturday. =)))

Yesterday night was spent giving Ryan and Daniel a surprise with flowers and cake. Fun shit. And it's nice to have a gathering after Waves. Pearl made us learn a cheer specially for Ryan. Really cute. Went for dinner at BK (again!) with nadiah, jan jan, allen, zheng hang and kanglun. Reached home at about 10.30pm, which is still considered quite early, since I've been reaching home at 12am almost every night before Waves. Shit! I just can't stop talking about Waves. =(

PACC and Econs are driving me bonkers. And 3 more weeks to MST. I'm freaking dead man... 2 projects (MOB and CRS) to be completed by Wednesday. Have to find members for IDEAS. Have to do Lab 2 exercise for PACC. HAve to revise Econs and PACC. Have to do 2 weeks of Stats tutorials or Wahla will start making noise. Sheesh! The list is getting longer day by day...

Pot luck tomorrow. I don't know what to bring and I don't know who are going. I don't know the venue and I don't know the time. HAHA. Looking forward to it though! =)

I'm freaking tired and sleepy. But I'm willing to sacrifice my sleeping time doing tutorials and projects. See, I'm a good girl. Waves is now over, so the only thing in my mind now is MST, projects and assignments.

Okay, got to stop blogging now. Have to battle with the stupid Realtimme thingy. Sheesh!

Woooo! Waves 13 was a huge success! *smiles big big*

The past few nights before Waves concert had been a very bumpy roller-coaster ride, with seniors getting pissed off at everyone, Ryan and Daniel rushing through cleaning up the steps, conflicts among the juniors (minor ones!), tears and blood. But it was worth the sacrifice. =) And on top of that, I did not get proper sleep, going to bed at 1-2am and waking up early in the morning for either classes or rehearsals. I skipped a lot of classes just for dance. (Shhhh!) Haha...

I think the concert was DOPE! Bin was happy with You and Me (even though I felt that the timing was off). He came hugging me and messing my hair after the curtains closed, saying that we did a good job. Very nice feeling. =) I was crying while running at the last part.

The Disturbia part was the best! Everyone was in super high mood, and we gave all out. Fun shit! After the curtains closed, everyone screamed and shouted and cried and hugged. All our effort and sacrifices had been paid off. =)))

Thank you SDZ-ians for making this Waves journey a good one for me. Especially the Moderners =))))

I'm here!!! Miss me miss me? I know you do! *goes awww*

Have been very very busy with dance. Haha. What else. My life consists of dance and school. =p Had dance camp over the weekends. Basically we didn't really have any intensive training except for Disturbia (opening and closing). And crybabies have to do a damn sexy flirtatious dance (something like flava) and I didn't catch any balls! It's freaking hard, and I couldn't remember the steps well. I'm still working on it, and it's already almost concert day! *stress* But the finale dance is nice though. We are doing house (fun shit!). Sigh. I want to come back to hiphop can? It's so fun!

Okay, now about the camp. It was already very tiring on the first night, since I had very little sleep from Wednesday onwards. First night, me and Aznita already like blackout because we were too tired. So I didn't join in the gossip. And they blasted the bboy music as well. Thanks eh! Second night, almost half of the people went home, but I stayed despite the fact that I'm freakingly sleepy and felt sick. We chatted and played the whole night. And we slept in a circle! It was freezing cold (thank god for the SDZ pants!) Me and Janice woke up at around 4am, and decided to go down to Sports Hall toilet because it was freezing. I regret not bringing sleeping bag lah! Next time, I shall bring.

For my part, Ryan has yet to finish Cry as well as Disturbia (sexy part). And Bin's last run looks funny. Well, I look funny. It would mean more last minute steps= more brainfreeze= I want to die= I catch no balls= I'M NOT PREPARED!!!!! I really hate last minute learning of steps. =( I;m a freaking slow learner.

AND! I have yet to touch my tutorials! I will be missing classes this week, and the only thing I need to do is Econs. I won't be going for Stats (yessa!) and pacc tutorial so I can take my own sweet time doing those tutorials. I will be needing a lot of rest, so I think I won't be updating often now.

Ok, I want to sleep now. Good night.

P.S I miss you too