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YUSNIZA, yussy, yus, iza .
18, 210691, Gemini
SP, Human Resource Management with Psychology
Modern Dancer, SDZ
Brown, Chocolates w/o nuts, White roses, Jellybeans, Marshmallows (:

Do TAG, love you! (:

Just the thought of tomorrow is killing me. School. Performance. FYP company meeting. Dance session. Back to back. Damn.

And I really think I'm going to screw this up. I've been hanging on for too long. I just know I'm going to blow it. One day. Damn.

OH, FML!

I survived LA Hiphop, wheeeee~!

It had been an AWESOME experience, being able to try out a totally different genre. And I definitely think that the 'hit-and-release' movements can help a lot in modern, especially the control and the use of core muscle. Not to mention the fun and stress we went through together, with a whole lot of other moderners.

I'll definitely miss doing LA, hell yeah!

Showcase was great. What more can I say. But experiencing a different genre and being able to showcase something different was even better (: And my favourite is definitely modern genre, especially the end with JieJie and Adam. Awesome.

The Senjas (okay, with Az missing ):) had an impromptu get-together dinner at LotOne, like finally. And everyone was expectionally high today. More of such gatherings okay! <3

And I survived two crazy days of hardcore dancing with flu, fever and sorethroat. Oh, I'm so proud of myself. Yay!

CCA showcase performance on Wednesday. I got to miss my Employment Law tutorial, and it's my first proper tutorial ):

I definitely got to start reading up for FYP, and start revising the lecture notes. Yikes! Study mode: ON!

I hate myself for being so timid, for not being able to stand up for my rights, for not being able to be frank to anyone. I hate how I can only get angry and frustrated on the inside, but not being able to express it out.

And I hate how my immune system always fail on me at busy times like this. Damn.

My eyes are as swollen as golf balls now. Tsk ):

Never knew it would be like this, after a day of worrying. It's time to step up, and think like a man. I just hope that tomorrow's session will be a success, and hopefully, bring the team to a better level.

Because I have lots to say ): Sumpah, aku takot!

When I'm stress, my immune system always fails on me. Damn!

I'm certainly not used to waking up early, having to think of what to wear the night before (I'm very fickle-minded, if I decide on the morning itself, I will surely be late for school!), and pretending to pay attention in lectures and tutorials when I'm not. Gahhhh!

Oh yes, a picture of how I look like with my new hair.

I didn't re-perm or anything (Siao ah! Think I have so much money is it? And if there is any more damage done to my hair, it's going to drop off!). Just chop it off.

Lesson starts at 8am tomorrow (OMG, how to wake up?!), and ends at 4pm, with 2 hours break in between. What a waste of time! Well at least, got LA Hiphop session to look forward to after that.

Oh shit. Means must wear shoe. HAIYA.

I snipped snipped snipped my hair off. Now it's much shorter, much more curly, and much lighter. And it looks weird. HAHA. Oh well.

I'm done with organising my wardrobe and found my school supplies. Like finally.

I came to a realisation: Today was the last day being a full-time dancer (cheh cheh cheh!), and next week, it'll be back to full-time student, and part-time dancer. Oh so sad!

I haven't get any pen(s) for school, and I haven't start organising my wardrobe. And I only have tomorrow to do it. Oh, I'm such a lazy bum! Not to mention a haircut, but since tomorrow is a weekend, it'll probably be packed, so I don't bother. Tsk!

Knee is not recovering, my shoulder feels funny after the 'swinging' exercise, and I landed hard on my ankle during the freestyle jumps today. Tomorrow shall be my recovery day (:

Nyeh, I stink! And I'm hungry. Mom's not home from JB yet. I want fooooooooood!

Hopefully, with school starting, it'll keep my mind off things. (:

I've lost hope. It's hopeless ):

LA Hiphop totally killed me today, as usual ): Anne 'vomitted' out the last bit of choreography, plus the whole position change and stuff. Madness. Brain-freeze. And being hungry totally did not help! /: Got to drill my last part (LimKiaHuiJessie and AngLiErn, heeeeelp!).

I'm glad that there are people who can keep me smiling, even on my worst days. And dance contributed a whole lot too.

Okay, I'm tired, and there's modern training (like finally!) tomorrow at 9.30am. Goodnight.

Don't let me down ):

Tomorrow's Friday, and I'm certainly not glad! Three more days before nightmare starts.

Seriously, I've been staring at this for the past 2 minutes, deleting and typing, but I just got nothing to say. Except that, holiday is going to end, and I can't dance/meet the dancers as much as now and it sucks! ): I certainly don't want to sit in class, pretending like I'm paying attention when I'm bloody well not. I so am not ready to get stressed up over projects and assignments all over again.

Anyhos, today was quite redundant ): Ryan did modern genre showcase choreo, and it's totally unexpected! But pretty (: And Ryan, being his funny usual self, entertained us after class. And yes, not forgetting his wise words.

"If you see the light in that amount of distance, you can only get that far." Or something like that. :P And of course, Self-Awareness.

I think I need my sleep. I was so high yesterday and today, I'm totally drained.

And you, are nothing but a disappointment ):

Oh, I'm a happy happy goober! (:

I know, you know (:

But, how come I have a feeling that it's going to be the last?

Dance. Dance. Dance.

Okay la, my post makes no sense.

*flies up*

Yesterday was awesome much! (:

CIP, flag day early in the morning. Had MacDonald's breakfast (Hotcakes! Whee!), and then headed to town to collect some $$$. Not an awesome experience. People stared at me like as though I'm going to rob them @#$%^@#%^! Went to Far East Plaza, walked around, before returning the cans.

And Meiliang's disappearance got me all worried. Haha.

FUYO was awesome. SP did great, the atmosphere rocked, the bboys were cool. (:

Ended at 11 plus, and the Woodlanders all squeezed into Zul's car. 5 people squeezed at the back seat. Cool or what. And sorry Meiliang, I know I'm heavy ):

And obviously, got shit from my parents -.-"

Oh, tomorrow's beach day! Wheee, can't wait! (:

Today, woke up, prepare for dance, LA hiphop, slacked at school and studio till 10plus (with heart to heart talks with Jiahui and Meimei and talked to Uncle about his army experience while waiting for Meiliang and Gladys to end hiphop), and then back home.

Basically, that's all.

Sigh.

I'm too lazy to update properly. Basically, my whole week was/is going to be filled up with dance. And getting sick does not help either.

Oh yes, and not to forget a huge excitement yesterday! *huge grin*

And I finally satisfy my sushi craving today (:

Oh, and so can't wait for beach outing, yeah!

Guilty. Guilty. Guilty.

I hate the fact that people are upset because of me. I had been in their shoes, and I knew how hurtful it was.

Please, just don't do anything stupid because of me.

I suddenly miss my girls ):

I survived today, thank god. My head was killing me, my nose kept secreting mucus like crazy and I kept sneezing ):

Dance was awesome, as usual. Just that the studio at OSchool is freaking small, so we kept hitting each other.

Lunch-ed at Swensens, with ice-cream and cake (: and celebrated Amanda's birthday (: Freaking sinful, but it's quite cheap. Because of the one-for-one lunch meal and ice-cream student price (: AWESOME!

Went around Far East and Wisma (only got one top, not bad hehe! I resisted temptations okay!). Was tempted to get no-degree glasses and blood red hair extensions :/

Loads to do this week! ):

Loved today! Especially the company. <333

Let's just say, I shopped till I dropped. It's time to put my monthly allowance in my bank account, instead of just keeping it in the drawer. Each time I go out, I'll just grab a blue note, and at the end of the week, I realised that all the 5 notes are gone! Sheesh. I'm a shopaholic, I know ):

But I'm really really satisfied with my shopping today (: And I should start re-organising my wardrobe again. And I've got another organiser to complete before school starts. Maybe I should just stay home and get the things completed first before going out. Heh.

Okay, time for a bath.

And I thought to myself, I think I've spent too much time on things that I could not get, when instead, I can just do without those things. So, let's just forget about it, shall I? (:

And today's Strawberry Red Tea is super nice. Oh shit. I think Nadiah influenced me already ):

Heh, Senja Outing on thursday was great! Too bad Sab and Az were not there ): Next outing, EVERYONE must come okay! I organised until like mad ): And camwhoring sessions with the Senjas was fun! (:

Good Friday, stayed home to finish up my organiser. I like! (:

Today, training was hell, but I like! Had a short PT before training (and it was so unexpected! Ryan never gave us PT before!), and Ryan continued the Eclipse choreography. Freaking nice! My favourite so far! (: The juniors showcase was awesome! Everyone did a good job! <333

Had ice-cream and lasagna for dinner. Bloated. And much more jokes on the way back home (:

Me and Nadiah were walking home, and there were some Malay kids.

Kid: Eh, aku spread ah kau matair ngan XXX! (Eh, I'll spread the news that you're attached with XXX!)
~ some arguments in between which I don't really remember~
Me: Eh, then I spread butter ah!

And after this incident, me and Nadiah started talking in English with the Malay/Minah accent. Hilarious! (:

Today is one of the days when dance really cheered me up <3

I was in my emo-self today, probably because I visited the rooftop and all the memories came rushing back to me. Bloody hell.

Even dance can't cheer me up today ):