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YUSNIZA, yussy, yus, iza .
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*edited*
Okay, here's a full update on 2008. I thought I was too tired to stay up and wait till 12am. :)

2008-
It first started out with holiday from the O levels. I got another new job at Coffee Club this year, but only worked for 2 days, mainly because they expected me to do drinks that they don't even memorise themselves, and it's not halal. (Shh! I havent return the ugly uniform yet! Haha!) Then, for the rest of the months, I stayed home because the rest of my job applications were not successful.

Then school term starts. New friends made. New school and syllabus. New class, new environment, new everything. Clothes became an issue now. Independent environment. I love it :) In school, I'm more of the noisy one. I used to be the shy and timid one back then in secondary school. But then, this year, I realise, what the heck! I should break out from my shell and be the noisy one. I should add life to the classroom, even though at certain lesson, I may get very quiet. (Haha!) Back then, I detest school. I'm not the popular kid in class, and I don't have that much circle of friends. This year, I love school,and I have more friends as compared to back then. Yeah, a huge improvement for me. :)

Then SDZ. Wow, the best group of dance people I ever known! I was not this close to my secondary school dancers. The bonding was great. Especially during the Waves period, when we eat together, sleep together and had late night talks during camps, bitch together. I was thankful that I joined the club, even though half my heart wanted to try something new like those inactive CCAs. Haha! Then I realised that I could not give up dancing. I should thank Ms Jenny for making the first few years of my dance life a great one! And also for realising my interest and passion in dance. (Hmm... i went side-track a little)

The best thing that happened to me in 2008? It would be meeting new great friends from SP and SDZ! And oh! Not forgetting Waves 13. The best experience ever!

2008 made me become more wiser and independent. It was certainly a year I could not forget. Wow :)

This 2009, I want it to be the same as 2008. Or even better.:)

And it's been a year :)

2009 resolution?
- I want to be cheerful everyday and make people around me happy :)
- I want to make my parents proud by doing well in school (the hard one!)
- I want to improve my dance techniques and be more flexible (I'm aiming for a 180degree middle split)
- I want to improve my relationship with my parents and family.
- I want to meet more new friends!
- I want to save money to get license and go overseas trips.
- I want to break the habit of skipping lessons. (very hard a well!)
- The most important of all, I want to be happy always :)

Happy 2009 everyone!

Today, just a bad bad day.

I was having flu, and still having now. I was unprepared. No tissues. Thank god for Zuby, Vanne and Kiwi for donating me many many packets of tissues. Heh. You guys saved my day.

On top of that, it was my worst period day ever. I kept visiting the toilet almost every hour, either the need to pee, or just to check. I think the class thinks I have bladder problem. Haha.

And, there was dance today at Moberly. Very squeezy. I tried to lie down a while while waiting for Charlotte to come. But no difference, still sniffing and sneezing. I couldn't do full out because my body couldn't take it, and my head was spinning. Having to chanae (?) from one end to the other doesn't help either. (Reminds me of You and me choreo, when I have to pass Allen and Pearl! What luck!) Positions almost done, and so is the choreo. Yay! As for Gone choreo, well, it's a goner! Haha!

And you certainly made my day today :)

Got to go to airport straight after school tomorrow, with my laptop! Grr! Finally, enough of the nonsense from my brother who tries to act as though he's fully in charge of the family and makes the girls do the housework! Screw him!

Thanks Syafiq for cheering me up. Or at least, trying to. Heh. :)

New Year is 1 day time. Oh wow! 2008 certainly pass by very fast. Next post will be on my reflection of year 2008 and new year's resolution! :)

Ok, shall prepare for tomorrow. Nights.

Happy birthday Ronaaaaaaaaah!

I went online just to post this. Heh. Awww....

Hope you like the merepek present and the card! :)

I love you many many!

P.S It's been a long long time since I've been to GEMS class. Haha!

I made a card for RonahTheOneWhoThinksThatFabregasIsHerHusband. Shall post up the pictures tomorrow. After she got it. I really like the cover, but for the rest, I spolied it all. Haha...

Tomorrow. The end of late night chatting. The end of youtubing. The end of snacking till late night. Boooo! I'll have to wait for the 26th Feb then! And yes, final leg of year 1, final semester, final chance to do my best, and get my 3.0.

And I'll miss chatting with you. Boo!

I'm tempted to go down to buy bubble tea and Cookie Crisp to snack on. But, I haven't bathe! Aiyah...

I have one more Stats tutorial to do, and Stats lab practise. Wahla will be so proud of me.

Okay, I shall bathe now and go down and buy my snacks. And Nadiah asked me to buy for her also! Haha. I'm like some bubble tea delivery!

Tomorrow. Don;t feel like going to school. Mondays are such a waste of time.

Oh yes, my parents will be back on Wednesday. Boo! I want my freedom! *does Lumlum's action*

Awww! I have such sweet sweet friends (with sugar icing and grapes on top)! Anonymous bitch/bastard, jealous?

It's 12.50am, and I have just finished eating supper. Know what I ate? Nasi lemak! Good choice, if I want to be 10kg heavier in one week. Gosh. But it's tempting :P

My plan for tomorrow will be doing my 2 Stats tutorial which I owe waaaay back during waves period (Shhhh!), making cards for the December babies, and hopefully, Stats tutorial. Wahla must be of proud of me if he reads this post. Haha. And immediately give me an A for class participation!

And what shall I wear for the first day of school? Hmm... Oh! That grey/white/black dress with jeans :) Monday blues. Just nice! Mondays are a waste of time. Lecture at 12pm to 1pm. Then dance at 5pm. 1pm to 5pm, I either kill time in school, or go back home! :) I'm such a nice girl to come back all the way for dance. Hee...

My eyes are half closed, my back is aching, and I kept cracking my fingers and my back now. Almost 1am = Sleep time!

I have to get used to waking up early and sleeping early! Oh gosh! :/

I can't believe it. 1 more day to nightmare :(

Okay Adios!

To the anonymous one who tagged, first and formost, thanks for visiting, you fool! Didn't know I have such mysterious people who hates me. Secondly, no, your insult/criticism/whatever-you-call-it does not affect me at all. In fact, it's fun! Tag some more okay! :) I enjoy scolding people. Thirdly, I think I know who you are, you bitch/bastard! Lastly, seriously, you have no balls! If you hate me so much, come add me up on MSN and we argue ok! No point spamming my tagboard. Or even better, come see me personally. I'm very curious to see how you look like, fool! Who knows, your face is tons worser than mine. So what if I'm ugly and I have "kene lempar bowling shoe teros strike tau!" face? I love the way I am, so buzz off!

Haha. I enjoy the nonsense from these people. :)

Dance was okay. Kendy killed us during warm-ups. Ryan didn't come :( For the exam piece, not much was done. I have no more brain juice. Haha. Charmander and Jieling didn't come. So yeah, a little hard. Heh. Take care darlings!

Just got back from Nadiah's house to eat. Heh. good thing is, she lives right above me. :)

I'm not prepared for the dance exam (this sat, fyi!), I know nuts about the Lab exam, and I am totally lost for CRS! I'm screwed, I know. Shuush!

9th January :)

Heh. Nadiah, this is for you. :)

Touch my body! Haha! (inside joke! no, i'm not a lesbian nor a prostitute!)

Vanne taught me how to cook fried rice yesterday. Hee. I was planning to cook today. But then I realised that I still have to cook the rice, and it'll take quite a long time. So I went to buy spaghetti paste and cook spaghetti. My attempt to cook egg toast today was a success! Hee, I'm happy! :)

I did 2 Stats tutorial. 2 more to go. I'm so happy! And 2nd week of term 4, we have Stats lab test. Oh god! Please Wahla, please do not book us for 4 BLOODY FREAKING HOURS on Monday because I want to go buy presents for my friends. Pretty pleaseeee!

I want to make cards for my friends, but I'm too lazy to do so. Partly because I don't have the materials.

I really don't know what to do for the rest of today. Other than housework and another two Stats tutorial :P No more Stats for me, or I'll go bonkers... I planned to finish my Jane Green book, but somehow for this book, I don't really like the storyline. And I thought I'm a hard-core fan of Jane Green? Hmm...

Dance tomorrow. Somehow, I lost my interest in dance already. I don't know why. We'll see when the term ends. :/

I think this whole post is nonsense. Well, I was trying to make the post a cheerful one. But today, somehow, I'm not cheerful. Yeah...

3 more days to nightmare, I guess...

2009. Going to be another boring year. And oh wow! I realised that my status didn't change for one whole year! Haha. Let's see how long it's going to last :)

Today started out with me waking up at 9am. Don't ask me why, I went to set the alarm at 9am the night before. Wanted to go back to sleep, but I was starving.

Brother asked to call McDelivery for breakfast. Haha. Macdelivery for dinner yesterday and breakfast today. Lazy pig or whaaat? :)

Operator: Am I speaking to Mr Yusri? (I think they saved the name under the house phone number, since my brither is the one who always calls Macdelivery)
Me: Yes (Since I'm lazy to spell my name out because people don't usually get my name right the first time)
Operator: Or is it Mrs Yusri? (She could sense that I'm a female by hearing my voice)
Me: Yes! (Haha! WTH?)
Operator: Okay, may I have your order, ma'am?
............

Haha! Mrs Yusri? Firstly, my brother is not even married. Secondly, I'm too young to get married. Thirdly, how can I even get married to my brother? LOL!

Hotcakes made my day! :)

And I did my PACC tutorial ok! Surprised? Whee! :)

So now, as a reward, I shall go watch TV. Haha. At this rate, I'll never get anything done.

Know what Santa gave me for Christmas? A group of special friends from OhFour, SDZ, Riverside and Woodgrove :)

Merry Christmas to those who celebrates it.

And

Happy Birthday, Chorchuan! Chor chor!

Today's outing was fun shit!

Met Sab, Az and Cherie at JE. Was late (not my fault ok!). And trained to City Hall. When we reached there, only Liern was there. (chey!) Haha. And then the guys came. Moderners are forever late. :P

Buffet was great yo! Nadiah kept scolding me because my chicken always got burnt. Not my fault, I'm not a housewife. Haha. So I let the rest do the cooking, while I eat! :) Whoever who sit with me are very very unlucky. They cook, I eat! Then for dessert, ate ice-cream and cakes. Kanglun BBQ-ed the cake, and it's freaking nice! It tasted like brownie, and the chocolate was melting. Nice one, KL!

I looked like 2 months pregnant after that. Tsk!

Twilight was GREAT! A must watch! I melted sooo many times! Great movie to watch with your loved ones :)

At times, I feel sad too. Because I don't have anyone to devote my love to.

I seriously need to start on CRS, and do all my tutorials by Friday! Shit. :(

For now, I want to rest. :)

It's hard to move on. But, I did improve. Maybe just a little. But, at least, it's something. :/

That miracle came true. WOW.

Anyway, had CRS discussion today. Got side-track a little. Haha. Didn't join them to Bugis because of dance.

Met up with the girls to choreograph the dance exam piece. Completed the chorus, left with the bridge. And Jieling's steps killed me. I love my group! The only problem is Char is not around, so it's a little hard to make formations and stuff. Well, so far so good :) Still have to practise Gone choreo. The back-roll is killing me.

I'm tired. So many things not done. This includes, CRS, tutorials, dance piece exam, and getting presnets for people. :( Been going home late these few days and my bodyache is killing me.

Somebody shoot me. :(

P.S Not trying to make my post sound depress, but well... AIYAH!

My life is a bore. I need something to look forward to everyday, especially since school is starting soon.

I havent got the mood to do much things, except munching and watching television.

And I particularly miss that someone. It will be a miracle if I ever hear from him again.

Bright Sunday morning! :)

Yesterday:
Started the morning with dance. Was feeling sleepy and drowsy and my muscles refused to cooperate with me. Until Ryan came, and we did intensive stretchings, and whoa! :) Did turns and kicks and some other things Ryan taught following the perimeter of the MPH. Everyone was like dizzy and shagged. But fun!

Continued a bit of the dance choreo exam. A bit difficult since Char was not with us. But, the progress was okay so far. :)

Lunched at Clementi (Macdonalds! Gaaah!) with some moderners. All ate either McSpicy or MegaMcSpicy. Haha. :) (I ate Macdonalds 4 times in a week! Walao! :/)

Rushed home to change and bathe. And then, immediately went out without any rest. Whoa. Muscles aching and shagged. Was already feeling very tired.

And we moderners were like one of the first to reach NPCC. Haha. And we started the queue line! So cute! :)

Danzation was dopeeee! I was impressed by the freshie's item. Freshie lehh! And WOW! I wish SDZ has that standard. There were a lot of Guest performances, some of which is boring. But after SDZcollaboration onwards were great! SFB was there :)... Why they never invite F4 ah?

My favourite has to be the item the dad died and she wants a last dance with her dad. Freaking touching. I cried! First time in my whole life that I cried with watching a dance performance. WOW! Their expressions were dope! I don't mind catching it for the second time!

Really, I'm glad I went for this. :)

Journey home was dead. Shagged, and fell asleep in the train.

Oh, I ate only MacSpicy for the whole day yesterday. I reached home, and gobbled down Cup Noodles. And it was already 1am. :P

Today:
Started the morning by doing laundry, folding clothes and preparing breakfast. (very auntie, I know! :( )

Have lots to do today, which includes, watching DVDs, choreographing a few steps for dance exam, reading up notes and doing tutorials, and research for CRS project... WOW!

This week's plan:
Mon- CRS discussion + session?
Tues- MD outing (movie + lunch)
Wed- SDZ outing to Sentosa (Xmas Party)
Thurs- Free :)
Fri- Free :) But will be busy preparing for school, I guess
Sat- Dance in the morning
Sun- School final preparation

WOW. Lots to do.

Will update photos when I received them for Peggie, Jamie and Sab! :)

Am freaking shagged. Just got home from the DOPE DOPE danzation. :)

Just finished supper. Will update more tomorrow, hopefully, with pictures.

P.s Danzation rock yo!

ECP Pictures are up! :) Since I don't have anymore Friendster, look out for more photos here, yeah! Ooooh, clear blue sky, great weather, strong breeze. What more can I ask for? :)

Today was our first CRS discussion.So far, so good. A big progress yo!

There were a lot of side tracks in between discussions. Well, 3/4 of the time was spent chatting about men, relationships, and dates. Haha. Well, whenever Lydia, the relationship expert is around, we'll start talking about men. :)

Some random things that I can remember us talking about:

1.
It's true that men usually wait for ladies to make the first move. Even though they like the opposite gender for an awfully long time. They best that they will do is to get your attention, even for just a minute. Awfully true!

2.
Zu: Let's do something about dating for CRS. Dates do more harm than good.
Me: Eh not bad ah. I like! :)
Zu: You know what? Probably June'll think that we are referring to the fruit date instead of date, date.
Me: *burst out laughing*
Cute lah Zuuu!

3.
Men hair. Haha. They are all over.

Okay, that's all I can remember. We talked too much lah. :)

Next post, I'll upload the ECP pictures. :)

P.s I miss my mommy. I want her to do the housework and cook for me. I hate outside food. :(

I'm neither here nor there. I'm not even in between. Be it school, dance, relationships.

All I know is that, I have the greatest friends ever.

Thank you, god, for giving me such wonderful friends.

I just love the way Meg Cabot writes. Especially the book 'The Boy Next Door'. There is no narration, no dialogues, just emails. Cool ;) And for the first time, I love the collection of books Bizit Library has.

Tomorrow will be back to school for discussion. Yay! I can have my Mr Bean along the way :)

Today. Well, like FINALLY, we had our threesome outing. Initial plan was to catch Twilight, but Diy has watched it, and I had watched Wild Child, and Ili watched YesMan. So, since there is no nice movies to watch (No! Madagascar is not in the nice movie list! Sings: *I like to move it, move it*), we went to ECP instead. Fun yo!

Cycled till our butts got stiff. Great workout for the thighs, haha. Cycled till Bedok Jetty, chilled at the shelter and ate chips, cycled back to the other side (near BBQ pit 7) and chilled at another jetty, and then returned back our bikes. I think next time, we should go to another bike shop which rents out newer bike. My bike is very... well... old and lousy. Haha. And finally they gave me a big bike.

I was telling the girls that I usually got the smaller bikes, because the Uncle says I'm too short to ride on bigger ones. -.-"

Wanted to eat at the place where I usually have satay and BBQ wings, but they havent start operating yet. :( ECP has the BEST satay babat (fats?) ever! ;p

Lunched at Macdonalds. I ate Macdonalds for two consecutive days already. Well done yus! In a month time, I'll be dinosaur. :( (Self note: Got to stop eating!)

I managed to finish half of my Meg Cabot book in the bus. Got sooo hooked by it, that I felt that the journey was like 15mins or so. The girls were amused by how I could read in the bus without getting a headache. Haha. I'm used to it, I guess. As long as there is no distractions (includes cold air-conditioning and people walking past) and the book is a chick flick/romance novels, I can read until the whole book finishes. :) Ili said, maybe because the engine of the bus is big! -.- *inside joke*

I told Ili once that I don't like to play go-carts partly because there is engines. So, it's a little hard to control. She replied, Oh, then you cannot ride on buses and trains too because they have engines! -.-

Ok, random!

Shopped around a little while to get some... uh... basic necessities. And I realised that I have A LOT of Nivea's products. Haha, I'm a huge fan ok! If Nivea sells clothings or shampoo, I'll definitely buy too! :)

Contact lenses is so expensive. Haiyoh! I'm freaking broke.

Waiting for pictures from just now to be sent by Diy. And to be uploaded later. :)

P.s Eh, like that can? Better? Or still very depressing? -.-
P.p.s I'm not going to change my blogskin until I find a bloody nice one. Make one for me leh, Diy!

EEEEEE! Friendster makes me maaaaaad looooor! I deleted my nice nice many many friends account, and have to create ugly ugly little little friends account. Just because of that stupid bloody virus. I havent finish adding people up in my MSN list (especially RSS and WGPS and SDZ people!) and several more. Decided to stop halfway because, well, I'm f***ing pissed.

Okay, enough of Friendster. :(

I recalled something funny that happened in train.

Me busy texting someone. Nadiah saw me texting a guy "Yusri".
Nadiah: How do you know this guy? (In malay) Friendster ah?
Me: Huh?
Nadiah still waiting for my answer
Me: KANASAI LAH! Yusri is my brother laaaah!
Nadiah: Oh ya! I forgot!

I laughed my ass out! People in train were staring. HAHA!

So much for 9 years of friendship huh? You can forget my brother's name! -.-"

Okay, I'm smiling to myself now while typing this.

Okay, I need my rest. My anger drowns away my energy. Haha.

I found something amusing yet true. A personality test, in which the first letter of your first name determines your love life.

Y
You are sexual, sensual, and very independent. If you can't have it your way, you will forgo the whole thing. You want to control your relationships, which doesn't always work out too well. You respond to physical stimulation, enjoy necking and spending hours just touching, feeling, and exploring. However, if you can spend your time making money, you will give up romantic pleasures for the moment. You need to prove to yourself and your partner what a great lover you are. You want feedback on your performance. You are an open, stimulating, romantic bedmate.

True for the italised part. And sexual? Haha!

Here's another. Based on your favourite colour. For me, brown, of course! :)

Brown: If you or your partner love brown, you're a real treasure for the right mate. Brown lovers tend to be warm and deep and sensitive to the needs and desires of their partners. Sex is a 24 hour a day thing. Where you can't say "I love you" often enough. Snuggling by the fire, walking in the rain or catching snowflakes on their tongue are very important to lovers of brown. They need lots of time and privacy to make love. But their emotions are such that one harsh word could end the affair.

What's up with this sexual thing? OMG! It's scaring me! :X

Hmm. Today. Read half of my 2nd Meg Cabot book. Cooked spaghetti for lunch and dinner. And lots of TV. Haha... :)

And oh! Today's plan was cancelled. More time for me to finish up my reading.

Ahh! I'm bored. And youtube sucks now. A lot of videos cannot be viewed. First Friendster, now Youtube. Next? Blogger?

Dance tomorrow. Yay! :)

Hmm. Vanne's personal message actually portrays how I feel. 'Avoiding yet hoping'. True darling, true.

Breakfast. Sick. Dance. Fun. Dinner. Pizza hut. Yum! Journey home. Funny. Home. Irritated.

Haha. A summary of everything today.

Seriously, I feel like closing off my Friendster account. It got some bloody ****ing virus which I don't know how to remove. And it's bloody irritating. People have the impression that I'm like a prostitute or something. WHY? "I" kept giving people pornographic videos. Sheesh. Somebody help! :(

To the anonymous one who tagged, tell me who you are. I hate anonymous readers, dammit.

And the answer to your question: Yes, it's bloody freaking hard. You don't know the whole situation, you don't know how I feel.

Trying to keep myself busy, and it worked :) Things are going my way, for now.

My week is packed. Dance, CRS meet-up, Outings... Yay!

And I havent prepare lunch and do laundry. Shit. :X

Session later (oww! backroll!) :)

9 to 9. Wow! I went out for more than 12 hours today. I'm tired shit now.

Dance was great, even though there's no aircon, and we have to sneak into somewhere else. :) And Ryan gave us a dance assignment, which is to choreograph a 1.5min dance. -.- Due on 3rd January. Haha. Well, at least there's something that can keep me busy during another two more weeks.

Lunch-ed at Causeway with Nadiah and Meiliang. :)

Met up with Sis, and headed to Bugis. A very bad idea. It was jammed and packed with people. Aunties and minahs. HAHA! It's worst than JB jam ok! Then to town (Wisma, NgeeAnn, Far East) and then to Marina Barrage.

Well, Marina Barrage is a very nice place, with lightings and sea breeze and all. Nice place to go on a date. And I got rather emo. Haha. Nvm, I got a date with my sister! :)

So here I am, chatting with my dance members about the assignment. Haha!

Tomorrow? Probably going to alter my jeans (too long!) at Old Woodlands and then finish up my Bridget Jones. Then, do some reading. Oh yes, housework! Sigh. I miss my mummy!!!

And I have to start my revision. Soon! :)

And I realise that getting over you is not as easy as I thought it would be. Sigh.

So, today's shopping was not a mini one after all. :P

Nevertheless, I didn't buy things on impluse, and I'm satisfied with every single thing. And so much for getting tees. I felt that there were more variety today than Wednesday. Or maybe I am more awake today. Haha!

I learnt something. Preparing for a date is not easy after all. Dress, shoes, bags, accessories... Headache yo! Good luck darling!

Money is becoming an issue now. Sheesh! I want a bloody job, dammit! I don't understand why my parents are so reluctant to let me work during the holidays. :(

And I learnt one more thing. Neighbourhood shops always con people. I got cheated twice today. First, the auntie TRIMMED my hair till soooo short. And she can still happily recommend me to go for some scalp treatment. -.- Wait long long till I grow white hair eh! AND, I bought Hello Panda, and when I eat it just now, it tasted like crap! No, the expiry date is okay. But, the biscuit is like ultra soft! Sheesh! What's up with these neighbourhood shops man... They are too desperate to earn money till they have to cheat people huh? Tsk tsk!

So many things to get, and so little money... :(

I have to start back from the start. My mission to forget you. Time given: 10 days.

Went all the way to SP-SB Bizit Library to get Dvds and books. My life is so boring. :(

But, at least, I got to spend time with Vanneyvannevanne! <333

Lunch was CheesyMeltz. Dinner was Tasteless Black Pepper Fried Rice. Lunch rocked, dinner sucked. And my tummy is giving me problems again. Gastric or something, I don't know.

Tommorow? 2nd round of shopping with Vanne at Bugis, again! Haha. I prefer it to be called as "mini-shopping". Heh. Just aiming to spend less than $50. Probably a few tees. That's all. :)

Hopefully, my sister keeps her promise to buy me shoes. I want a pink/peach one!

And I guess you fell asleep again? Poor boy! ;)

I love my OhFour babes many many. <33

The day started with a freaking late bus. Stupid 901 kept me waiting for bloody 15mins under the hot sun (the shelter doesn't help at all!). I was late even though Causeway Point is the nearest to me. Sorry babes :( Watched Wild Child. The first chick flick movie ever that made me tear. Don't ask me why, there are several scenes that made me reflect the past, the not-so-good memories. Kiwi cried too. Vanne, I think she teared. And the guy (main character) is not hot. Yeah, that's the only bad thing about the movie.

Met up with Zu in the train and we headed to Banquet for lunch. Was not great, food was tasteless. :( Then the shopping starts. I realised that I don't really buy things on impulse already. *smiles wide* And there weren't many things that is ME :)

Second round of shopping trip on Friday with Vanne. Can't wait yay! :))

And so far, this is my second outing for this holiday. Haha. I owe people dates but urm, I'm not in the mood. Sorry :(

Today is Wednesday. My parents have been away from home for exactly one week. And I'm sick of outside food. And I'm sick of rotting at home alone.

So far:
Thursday- Library with Vanne :)
Friday- 2nd shopping trip
Saturday- Dance and 3rd shopping trip
Sunday- Rot yo!

Okay, next week is the start of CRS discussion! Must get a bloody freaking A!!!! I don't care!

Alright. Time to TV and youtube! :)

My mind was not at ease. I kept glancing over to my phone, checking if the reception is okay, and if there were any new messages. And in the afternoon, I saw that name with the green messenger sign at the side. We didn't talk. And not a single beep from that man today...

So far so good. It's been the whole day. I know I can get over this. I know I can. :)

I snacked the whole day today. Never felt so guilty before. Maybe its a way for me to distract myself. :(

Shopping at Bugis Street and movie tomorrow. Hopefully, I can get things off my mind. And best of all, I can get away from those horrible housework and eat out :) Hopefully, I don't buy things on impulse tomorrow.

Alright, that's all folks. Back to TV ;)

Food galore today. Neighbours and aunties gave us food to last for several days, and wow, I swear we can open up a shop! LOL. Nevertheless, thanks for the concern that we will go hungry. Now we won't. LOL.

Alhamdulilah, my parents are safe. They called this morning. =)

Tomorrow, tomorrow, I guess I'll be rotting the whole day. Or maybe, maybe... I can start my revision? -.-"

And I seriously hate that stranger who suddenly says that I'm very close to him? Like hello, WTF gay? Wake up yo! Are you in some lala land or something? Irritating shit.

I'm trying my best, and still trying, to get over that feeling. It's hard, but I got to do it.

I want to get over you.
But I can't.
And I don't know why.
Maybe this is more than just a crush?

And the MS cramps is real bad :(

I've just wrote a short post about what I did today, and then decided to delete it cause it sounds rather blah, boring! Haha.

Dance, Shop, Sleep, Tv. That was basically what I did. =)

And I'm sick of eating Chicken Rice already! Buy me nicer food next time can?? Sheesh!

Next week, I'll probably go shopping or find novels at the library. Holidays rock my socks! =)

And I miss you...

1230pm. Wow. Party time! =)

Ate buffet at seoul garden, and haha! We totally made a fool ourselves, especially the people at my table. Haha! From hiding the food everywhere, to put strawberry ice-cream into the tom yum soup (haha, zu!)! I love you girls many many <333... Walked at town area till 8pm. Tired shit.

It's scary when some stranger starts talking to you like as if he'd known you for a long time =/...

Dance tomorrow morning. Sigh. No mood and I'm tired.

And I wonder what are your feelings towards me.

PACC was okay. =)

Econs, oh, it's driving me bonkers! And I'm still not sure of Income Multiplier. Someone, please, tell me why am I even learning all this? When I know that after graduating, there is a 70% chance that I won't get a job related to business... I'm doing this for the sake of a bloody diploma. Sheesh! Even a diploma cant get you anywhere!

Buffet tomorrow yo! Yes! I'm gaining weight, but I don't give a damn!

I can do this, I can do this.

*deep breaths*

But it's even harder to deny my feelings for you ;(

Stats is a gooooner!!! Nonsense paper I tell ya!

PACC and Econs, the 8 credits one. Double nightmare, I tell you!

And will that day ever come? :(

One down, three more! Sheesh!

Okay, nightmare tonight and tomorrow till 3.30. I can do this. I love Stats, don't I? (self-denial yo!)

Performance for Oschool Recital on Monday. Sigh. So much for enjoying my weekends shopping. Still have rehearsals to go!! =( And sacrifice my Hari Raya Haji with the aunties and uncles...

I can do this, I can do this...

Shall start only at 4. This is my break time! Heh...

P.s Yus should start having some self-control. Reality check yo!