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YUSNIZA, yussy, yus, iza .
18, 210691, Gemini
SP, Human Resource Management with Psychology
Modern Dancer, SDZ
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Statistics Lab now. I'm done with my work. =) Without the teacher's guidance! *applause*



Super busy now. Dance intensive training officially starts yesterday (for me anyway!). Ryan gave us a whole new choreo in flava genre (OMG!) and whoa, I could not catch anything! I don't even know the first step! And then, we were taught the finale item, and double whoa! It's totally hiphop genre. Not a single modern dance in it! KNS!



Having Bin's choreo today (intensive!!!). As well as practising Disturbia! Sheesh! Busy busy. AND! They are holding dance camp over the weekends, even though it's a school week. =( Still deciding whether to go or not. Sigh. Tiring!



I need more money to buy the costumes! Sigh. ='(

Finally I can have a proper update. Thank god for public holiday! I love Deeeepavali!

Bin is so nice to not have his choreo today and Wednesday. Haha. But proper drilling will start on Tuesday, so I'm rushing to finish my assignments by today. I'm still left with Econs MCQs and the bloody IDEAS presentation. Seriously, it's driving me nuts!

Dance showcase yesterday was okay. The skin at my toe have not recovered, so I could not do pirouttes properly. So ugly. =( And the moderners brought A LOT of snacks, and it's like a picnic there. I wonder how the hip-hoppers can not go hungry. Haha. And Ryan was in a super duper good mood during the showcase, so it's a good sign.

I bought two extra leotards before the showcase. One is HOT pink and the other is a black one. I want to buy bright red and bright blue next! And yes, I'm totally broke now! Spent $75 on 3 leotards in a week! Sheesh! I can get addicted. Maybe I can get another colour after Waves. As a reward. Haha! And I so so love the fact that they have many many patterns at the back. Whee! *super excited*

I'm taking a break before doing Econs MCQs (probably at night) and the IDEAS presentation thingy. Oh the horror!

Tomorrow is Tuesday. Sigh! But, it's not as bad as Thursdays though! Thursdays are bad. Really bad. Why? Because of Wahla! KNS! Hopefully Ken will take actions or something. =/

P.S I really didnt mean to say those hurtful things to you. But I seriously CANNOT take it anymore. Being treated that way once was enough for me, I don't need to be treated that way again. Yesterday was the last straw. I totally could not take it. I'm sorry. And I'm sorry that things between us will never be the same again (for now, I hope). Because there will be that awkwardness. And I'm sorry I don't feel so strongly for you.

I'm so freaking tired and I need more sleep. =(

Dance showcase is at 3pm later.

And I only completed my Stats tutorial. I still hav Econs tutorial, 2 more of GEMS questions and IDEAS. I seriously wanna die. =(

And my skin decided to peel at the toe yesterday. So today, I'll be dancing in pain. Thanks a lot yawww! Sheesh!

Tomorrow is Monday. Drilling is starting soon. Shit.

And I think I'm going to be sick soon. =(

Aiyah!

EEEEEE! I hate Wahla (aka Stats tutor) to the max!!! I'm having his lab lesson now, and come on, no one understand what the hell is he talking about. He doesn't even know what he's doing, god-dammit! Sheesh! We seriously need to complain to SB director. And KNS! Know what he called me? You sneeze I sa(kill)! KNS lah! Walao! (so not funny!)

I'm sooooo going to fail my Stats!

I'm dying here. Somebody save meee!

Bin's choreo later at 6pm. Ahh... I'm so freaking tired. ='( I shall endure. A few more weeks!

Surprised that I'm here? Haha. I don't know why Bin decided not to have training today. But it's a good thing. I seriously need to catch up on my work and sleep. And I'm surprised I survived today. Especially with GEMs class in the wee hours. Sheesh! And the journey back from T8 to MLT12 is super far can? We are always late for lecture. =(

I'm sleepy!

I decided to skip lecture today. Because I can't be bothered spending a long time getting ready for school and only going for an hour lecture. Sheesh! Yang yang called me just now, asking whether I'm going for lunch. And I'm like, huh? I'm at home and I didn't go lecture today. Haha. Funny. =)



Dance late at night later. At Oschool. For Cry choreo. I really want to cry. Maybe I'll ask my dad to pick me up. Hehs. Lazy pig.



Yesterday's showcase was fun shit. Mainly because of MD peeps. Laughing and talking non-stop. I love the bond yaww! There was a lot of waiting, and a lot of crapping. And Ryan decided to be in his funny self. Hilarious! =)) And and, out of the blue, during the showcase, I went to face the front when I'm supposed to face the back! I mean, wah, I don't do that kind of mistake before during practise! Sheesh! Paiseh! Nvm, it's over. =/



I still think I suck at You and Me. Sigh. =(



And someone tickled my foot during Slow Me Down. Sheesh!



I'm supposed to revise my PACC now, but I don;t have the mood to do anything but watch TV.



And help!!!!!!!!!! IDEAS makes me mad!!!! I seriously have no idea how to use the bloody zipbrush! Which idiot invented this module huh? So much for let our creativity flow. It's just wasting my brain juice!

A - AVAILABLE?: Yes.
B - BEST SPORT?: Is dance considered as one? If not, then, well... none. Haha
C - CRUSH?: HAHA. A lot. One of then is WuZun!
D - DOGS NAME?: I want a cat! Haha. Not relevant, I know...
E - EASIEST PERSON(s) TO TALK TO?: Some things, I keep it to myself. You know, I know.
F - FAV. FLOWER?: White roses! Guys, take note! *right*
G - GUMMY BEARS OR GUMMY WORMS?: Bears! I hate the way the worm looks.
H - HOMETOWN?: Singapore. People mistook me for an Indonesian before. Sheesh!
I - INSTRUMENT?: Drums! But I don't know how to play. =(
J - JUICE?: Apple and orange mix! Must buy every Fdcrt 3 and 6 lunches!
K - KIND OF MUSIC?: Anything nice. I'm not particular
L - LONGEST CAR RIDE?: To KL. Any longer, my butt will burn.
M - MILK FLAVOR?: I hate milk!
N - NUMBER OF SIBLINGS?: 2
O - ONE WISH: To have a happy and easy life.
P - PHOBIA?: Bees! Insects. Everything!
Q - FAVORITE QUOTE?: "Teet! Excess Denied!"
R - REASON TO SMILE?: The sun =)
S - SONG YOU LAST HEARD: You and Me- Lifehouse. Surprised? Bin must be sooo proud of me!
T- TIME YOU WOKE UP TODAY?: 0700
U - UNKNOWN FACTS ABOUT ME?: Hmm... I can be mean at times.
V - VEGETABLE YOU DONT LIKE?: The only Veggies I eat is kangkong, spinach, tomatoes and mushrooms.
W - WORST HABIT?: Talking nonsense and laming and driving everyone mad. Haha. Especially BBSS
X - X-RAYS YOU'VE HAD?: The medical checkup for poly admission and the one for my wisdom tooth.
Y - YUMMY FOOD?: Mom's cooking <333
Z - ZODIAC/ASTROLOGY SIGN?: Gemini, the one with split personality

Totally drained. I could not keep my eye open, my brain refused to function properly, and my muscle does not seem to cooperate. I just feel like collasping on the floor and take a nap, pillow or no pillow. Bin "drilled" us for the new parts and the across the floor. This, already, I'm like gasping for breath. I can't imagine what will happen to me during the REAL drilling. Sheesh! Dead meat, I tell you.

Somehow, I managed to squeeze Statistics into my brain. Hee. But only for half an hour or so. I still have got to recap Accounting so that I'll be ready for the next lecture. Seriously, I have totally forgotten everything I learnt before the exams. Gaaaah!

It's damn freaking tiring to lead this kind of life. School. Dance. School. Dance. Wish I was in a more slack CCA.

P.S It's getting longer. How????

Geez! I don't even have time to watch TV anymore. Stupid timetable.

I have an ambitious aim, which is to finish Stats tutorial today. As well as surf the net to find ideas for IDEAS. Busy like shit.

And! Whoever has MOB textbook, do lend or sell it to me!

Went Pizza Hut for lunch today. Then bowl and played arcade at Guild House. Haha. Funny shit. We were too embarassed to play at first because A. Full-house B. There are a lot of guys there and they seemed to know how to bowl. Then later decided, what-the-heck, let's just make a fool of ourselves. Hahah! XiaoJuan pro lahhh! Strike twice leh! *bows*

Gaaaaaaaah! I shall start doing my tutorial and revise my lectures now. Seriously, I have no life!

I wanna shit. I bloody wanna shit! I hate school's toilet. The ambience to shit is sooo not there. Ok, disgusting. I know. Haha.

Alex made us come at 8am just for our results (which suck btw. Since when am I sooo good in Econs?) and then we have 1.5hour of doing nothing. Thank god for my laptop. Gee. Econs is like 8 credits this time. And so is PACC. I am in big big trouble. =(

Bin's choreo is at 7pm today. 2 hours of doing nothing. Gaaaah. And I have morning class tomorrow. Mostly lectures and Chris's tutorial. Gee, thanks you stupid timetable!

The only thing n my mind now is Waves and that spin I have to perfect for Cry. What a life. -.-

And those who are still pending the Waves tickets, hurry up!! I have to give back the money by 22nd.

The first two days of school is awesome, yet tiring shit. It all goes back to climbing THAT bloody hill up to SB. The first day was a total waste! Well, it'll go on for every Monday this semester. I will spend 3 hour journey to and fro just to go for an hour of lecture. Thank god I have dance after that (which starts at 4pm! 3 hours of doing nothing!) so it's not really a total waste.

Ken Kwan is a total bimbo! Brian the second! Haha. Looking forward to every Statistics lecture yeah! And Philip Tan is well... I have a feeling that he cannot totally be as good as our previous PACC tutor. Sheesh! But he's funny though! ''Teeeet! Excess Denied!'' rofl!

This week will be quite free for me as compared to the following weeks due to Waves. So I shall revise whatever I can, and do whatever tutorial I can first. Gaaaaaaaaaah!

Ok, got to go! =)

Freaking tired and pissed off.

The first thing I heard as soon as I put down my bag was the doorbell. My aunts came. -.-" I didn't even get to sit down and rest!

I seriously don't know how to cope with both school and intensive training when school reopens tomorrow. I'm scared =/ And since I end almost at 5 or 6 everyday, I don't think I even have the time to revise or do tutorials. Eeeee.... how?

Deepest condolences to my ex-teacher, Cikgu S, for losing her eldest son, who is only 16, and didn't even get to sit for his O's. He collasped from playing basketball, and then died. Sad loh! Hari raya some more. Still searching her her contact number to visit her. =/

Yesterday, me and Diy spent almost 3 hours at Bugis Street shopping. Gosh! Because I ever regretted buying things when I can get it at a much cheaper price at another part of Bugis Street. Gaaaaah! So, this time, shop smart. =) Even one of the shopkeepers knows me because I passed by his place several times. Haha. Lunch cum dinner at Swensens' (not nice la. too much garlic taste!), was deciding to get hair extensions but freaked out at the last minute (haha!) and then did some last minute shopping before heading home. We were out almost for 11 hours. =p

Pictures up, probably in Friendster. I'm lazy to upload mine. ('',)

I need a nap.

Monday morning was spent buying gift for Vanne, and sort of a reunion for BBSS. Hee... So happy! =) I had to drag my camp bag along the whole time. Thank god CC was sooo attached to my sleeping bag, so I don't have to carry it. And I think we piss the people in Pizza Hut off. We made a hell lot of noise, and Zu's and my table almost toppled over twice! OMG!



DANCE BONDING CAMP 2008 (6 to 8 OCTOBER)



6th- Went for dance straight after the meeting. Ryan didn't come, so the seniors took over, and they did student choreographies. Bin didn't want to do his (haha!) so we slacked till 10pm. Those who were staying overnight went for dinner cum supper at Holland Village. The place where they ate was not halal, so we decided to buy drinks from Coffee Bean. I still like Starbucks though. =) Talked and headed back to school at 1am, and Schizo went bonkers. We talked and gossiped all the way till 5am, and then slept for a few hours. Mind you, there's Ryan's class at 10am the next morning.



7th- Breakfast at MacD foodcourt 2. Ryan was pissed with us, I don't know why. We had lunch at Foodcourt 3, and aftr that did studnet choreographies. Bin was extra fierce today, and extra moody. So scary. =/ We kept re-doing our part alone, and god, it's nerve-wrecking. By the end of the session, I was dead-tired. Thank god I took a short nap before the session. Went for dinner at LJS at Jurong (ooo! fish!), and then bathed and talked. This time, only me, nadiah, bling and sab plus the guys remained behind. Haha! Camp survivors! Woots! Played Truth or Dare, and always targeting Mel, Schizo and Shasha. Funny like shit. I didn't get selected at all, and only me! Wooo! KO-ed at about 4am...



8th- Was supposed to wake up at 8am, but we all went back to sleep till 9am. It was freezing, and KangLun took my sleeping bag away! Grr! The girls had already bathed and packed, but the guys were still sleeping. And CH and XF slept like a pig loh! Had to wrestle them and carry them till they wake up. Haha. It was already 10.50am when we went for breakfast. Then, we helped to sort out the costumes, and then headed home. Was soooo sleepy and my eyes were half closed all the way...



Thank god GEMs's registration went well =).

Today's dance, aiyah, same old thing. Showcase and was embarassed. Sigh. Lots of work to do for Bin's choreography. Even though the across floor was being taught by Ryan before, somehow, we couldn't get the timing right. And my ball change is a total disaster, since the timing is very fast. Aiyah, it's very frustrating!

And I don't think we have to do combined choreo anymore, so one down, 3 items to do. Gaaah!

I rushed home, thinking that my parents want to go out. I should have gone for lunch with the others. Aiyah.

I'm still thinking whether I should go for dance camp... I'm soooo lazy. =/

Shaun says I very 'manja'. -.-"

It's only 9.50am in the morning and I'm already having a bad day.

I piss people off, people piss me off (to be exact, yesterday. But I'm too exhausted to be pissed off, so the feeling is being carried forward to today), money piss me off, even food piss me off!

*clenches fist*

Tomorrow is the showcase, and our across floor is revolting. I shall concentrate on that later. =(

Hopefully dance can cheer me up. =/

Yesterday's hot weather made me a one hot smelly pig. And with black and gold (black traps heat, btw), it doesn't help at all! And I felt that my last year's heels were about to give way any moment because god knows how fragile the heel is, being stored in the smelly store for one whole year.

Visiting was ultra tiring and my throat is sore from all the blueberry water, soda, gassy drinks. Aiyoh. I've just reovered from sore throat leh. Now, I'm coughing like mad. Do applaud for my stupidity. I should have requested for plain water. -.-"

And and, something totally unexpected happened yesterday. *jeng jeng jeng**pauses for the moment of suspense* I put in both my contact lenses already and applied my eye-make-up. I think I did it too agressively until my left contect lenses rolled to don't-know which part of my eyeball! And I thought I dropped it leh! Scary like shit loh. I was so convinced that I dropped it, I even fell to the floor and begin searching for it. Yes, yes, laugh all you want. But, thank god for my gut feeling. I felt a tingy bit for uncomfortness so i tried rolling my eyes, and hey, it's back to centre. Thank god!

I can't imagine if it reached to an extent where I have to go for a surgery. Whoa! Then I'll never touch my lenses again. Lesson learnt: Don't be so stupid as to apply make-up so agressively.

Dance later at 5pm. See, I'm so good. Haha. 2nd day of Raya, and I'm back to dance. Too bad, have got to commit. Anyway, we are not going to go out today, and no one is coming today, so it's okay. Saturday will be full house, I guess?

Gaaaah! I want more visiting, because I want more money!