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YUSNIZA,
yussy, yus, iza .
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SP, Human Resource Management with Psychology
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/Tuesday, January 15, 2008
HandWritten on; 5:41 PM
It sucks. To be left alone. Being stabbed in the back by someone whom I trust the most. Twice. Once is already enough, but twice? Isn't that a bit too much? It hurts real bad. Yes, I may not show. How could I? When you can rattle on about your oh-so-wonderful life, while I'm just there, pretending to be happy and ecstatic for you, while deep down inside, I just wish that I can murder you.
No one cares anyway.
I used to have a wall. A wall which I could lean on to at my desperate times. A wall which even though appears to be just a normal human being, it can blow away my troubles. Far far away. I did a foolish thing. I decided to demolish the wall even though it's been there for me for a very long time. Even though I know, I cannot survive without it.
Now, here I am. Alone. Standing on my own feet. Yes, it can get hard at times. I do fall while trying to stand. But, it's all part of life. It's all part of being alone.
This is what selfishness do to human beings. Destruction.
