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YUSNIZA, yussy, yus, iza .
18, 210691, Gemini
SP, Human Resource Management with Psychology
Modern Dancer, SDZ
Brown, Chocolates w/o nuts, White roses, Jellybeans, Marshmallows (:

Do TAG, love you! (:

She's the man! Hee...

I realised that I like doing guy's stuff and hate doing girl's stuff. Like on Friday, I spent the evening helping my brother to fix the IKEA table and finishing it all by myself because my brother decided to run away and pangseh me. Today, I climbed on the ladder to fix the curtains in my room, I dismantled my fan to give it a proper wash and carried heavy stuff like nobody's business. Hoho!

But when it comes to kitchen work and sewing, I ran away. Haha.

And I'm still very sick loh. Tomorrow Raya leh! How?? I swear I almost fell off the ladder while fixing the curtains because I was having giddy spells. Scary.

My tastebud gave up on me. Seriously, I can't taste anything. I can't taste anything my Mom cooked, so I ate only one serving today. Usually, I will eat 2 or more servings. Aiyah. Stupid immune system.

Fever, flu and cough, SIAM LEH!

Ok, I shall take this opportunity to wish everyone:

SELAMAT HARI RAYA MAAF ZAHIR BATIN!
I know I tend to shoot my mouth off all the time, and not knowing that I may hurt people's feelings. So, forgive me. And also to my close friends, sometimes I vent my anger on you guys while having mood swings and made you guys feel uncomfortable. So sorry. ='(
Wah, suddenly so sad. =(
OK, TO THOSE NON-MALAY, HAPPY HOLIDAYS! YOU ARE WELCOMED TO VISIT MY HOUSE ANYTIME! BUT MUST WEAR BAJU KURUNG KAY! INCLUDING THE GUYS! I CAN STEAL FROM MY DAD! HAHA.
Wow! One very colourful post! Haha =)

Crap! Is it just me, or can he really determine what I want and how successful am I going to be? *panics* Or is it just purely coincidence?

Hari Raya make me mad! Especially with intensive dance training going on. I feel like dying. And spring cleaning the house. Oh gosh, the dust and dirt made me sick today. Sore throat, slight fever, tummyache... I'm dying.

And I havent even read any of my library books. School is starting in 2 weeks time. And I have a feeling that I cannot cope with intensive training as well as school. How??

This whole week was super duper to the max tiring! Everytime after morning session, I'll take a nap up till the evening, and then break fast. It's not being lazy. It's just that I'm totally wiped out.

I'll try and ace Cry choreography tomorrow. Semangat beb!

I just woke up from my nap, and I totally forgot what to update on. hee!

Hi all! Been missing quite a while now. Have been busy with dance. All this while, my mind has been filled with dance choreos and sessions. Quoted from Mdm Nora "You eat, you think maths, you shit you think maths"... Let's change it a little bit. "You eat you think dance, you shit you think dance." Haha.

Yesterday was the audition for the student choreography(s). And we are still in Bin's choreo (OMG! More blisters to come! And welcome to the club JiaHui! =)) and in the combined senior's choreo. Ryan included everyone in Slow Me Down, and as for Cry, aiyah, confirm won't get in lah. It's so hard to ace that choreo.

Oh oh, the dance concert is on 8th Nov, at SP Convention Centre. Tickets $10. Want tickets, please tag! =) And come support me! Even though I'm in quite little choreos. Haha. It's combined modern with hip hop! =)

My feet is damn ugly now because of blisters. I should take a picture one day and show everyone. Then people will pity me, and come down to support me. Haha. Whatever la yus!

Going back to stupid RS to take testimonial later. And it's raining! =( Nice weather to sleep loh!

Okay, over and out.

DEMORALISED.

Sigh.

Hmm... Let's look on the brighter side. *cracks brain* Well, nothing...

Aiyah!

Oh oh, Huzaimie is SOOO SLENGER today. He texted me some weird thing, and I went like Huh? He told me he thinks he was dreaming/subconscious at that point of time. AHAHAHAHA! I still could not stop laughing,

P.S: I'm not trying to embarass you, Zaimie, but it's damn freaking hilarious! People dream can until like that one ah? AHAHAHAHAHA!

Dance today sucked. =(

And I have nothing else to say. Haha.

I decided not to take the Diploma Plus programme. I don't want to waste my brain juice. It's very very precious. Haha. Anyway, my brain is dry enough.

Gosh, I feel so retarded. Must be because of dance.

Aiyah. Shouldn't have gone today.

Something is wrong with the timings at my blog. I tried re-setting it, but there is no difference. So, tired of trying to be a blog smart-aleck, I've decided to post the date at the end of every post MYSELF. I think there is something wrong with the template.

Yesterday sucked. Photo-taking sucked. The make-up sucked. Everything sucked. Aiyah.

I took a picture of myself yesterday with the so-called professional make-up, and I swear, I look like a tranny! Haiyoh! The pictures, confirm plus chop, will turn out UGLY.

Dance on Monday, Tuesday, Thursday, and Saturday. Omg. I'm going to faint. Thank god today is not a morning session. The rest of the days are morning sessions. *faints*

My body have not recovered fully. My head hurts, my neck and arms are aching, and my feet is filled with blisters and floor burns. =( Aiyah.

Okay, over and out.

~Monday, 22092008, 10.52am~

Totally wiped out from dance. I have 4 choreos to remember now, but it doesnt mean that I'll be in all of them. Haha. Wasting my brain juice? Nah, it helps really. Like when I feel like choreographing something out of the blue, I'll just grab a few steps here and there.

Bin's choreograhy is like... WHOA! He's a bboy as well so he can execute the stunts well. Us girls? *vomits blood* Those back turns, plank drops and floor pick-ups. I'm surprised that he taught me. Nevertheless, I will work hard. =)

And Ryan's choreography is like... DOUBLE WHOA! It's so hard and fast! I will work hard as well. =)

And my feet is ugly now. So many floor burns and blisters. Aiyo...

Ok, I'm gone. Shall train my back turn, plank drop and floor pick-up later. And yes, put the ambulance number on speed dial! Haha!

I'm trying fcuking hard not to emo. But you guys made me do it.

Thank god dance will be on almost everyday next week. I don't see any reason why I should spend time at home anymore.

Damn you guys! Always spoil my day!

*middle finger*

Hi. I miss blogging all of a sudden. Haha. And it's only been like what? 2 days?

Have been busy with dance, especially with Waves 13 coming up. Yeah, tiring and thirsty, but at the end of the day, when you know that you managed to fast despite all the hectic practices, it's worth the feeling. Ahhh... Syiok! Morning training just now was a drag at the beginning due to lack of sleep (only 3 freaking hours!), but after a while, a new choreo was being introduced and that woke everyone up. Mind you, the choreo is not easy to master. Only Gladys and Li Ern-shifu are able to master it.

Hmm... If I were to think back again, even though I do have background dance experience, it feels like I'm learning something totally new. For Miss Jenny's lessons and choreo, it's more of a flowy and soft movements. She concentrates more on ballet techniques and flexibility. Her choreo is always unique and different, and always have awkwards movements that are quite easy to follow. However, for Ryan's, it's a whole new thing. He concentrates more on the "feel" and the "accent". The movements are vigourous, fast, and requires a lot of strength and energy, which is NOT my forte. He does not concentrate much on flexibility and techniques. For him, it's more of a plus point.

So yeah. People keep saying that I must be good since I have the experience. But they are TOTALLY wrong! It's two different things okay! Okay, my fortes is the flexibility, but whats the use if I do not have the accent right?

So there.

I don't know why I'm blogging about this also. Maybe because I danced too much lately, so my post is related to dance. Haha. Hopefully I can balance my schoolwork and dance once school reopens.

Ahh... I'm so tired.

Ok, tata. I think I'll be going MIA for quite some time. Don't miss me too much yeah?

*everyone shouts 'thick skin'!*

Haha. Thick skin is my middle name. =)

Grew up a little bit. I love that monkey outfit! =)

Secondary 4: Racial Harmony Day. =)

So yeah, Enjoy laughing at me. next up will be my dancing days. Gotta find my Malay Dance pictures! Hahah.

To celebrate the new look, I'll do an extra special post filled with pictures tonight.

If I have the mood, that is.

P.S Can you believe it? I've spent like 2 hours doing this up, and it's only a simple skin! My brain is rusting, I tell you.

P.P.S Thank you god, for giving me 3.147. Alhamdulillah. I'm satisfied, but I'll still work hard, no doubt. 3.5 for year 3 yeah?

Oh tidaaaakkkk!

My GPA sucks. Well, better than 2 and my expectations, but still suck. I can forget about getting into a U lah. My sister says to enter to a local U takes like 3.4 or 3.5... So I'm like 0.2++ away from there. Aiyah!

IP and FOM spoils it all. See, I'm not cut to do business and psychology. What the hell am I thinking when choosing the course? I want to transfer to design can? No exams also! Aiyah!

I shall try my very best the next time round. Next semester is a killer. The credit points are like 8 and 6?!?!?! Wah piang! And internship is 17 credit points! That company better give me a bloody A or B+ or I'll send a virus to them! (Like as if I know how to make one! Haha)

Eiyer how? Should I cry over this?

Ok ok, let's just get it over and done with! It's the past, I have to look forward to the future. =)

I'm freaking out. Tomorrow is Results Day. Aiyah. Shit lah. How???? *runs around the room, panicking*

Muscleache here and there. Sigh.

I don't know what to do today to kill time. And I have nothing to look forward too as well. Sigh.

Waaaa! Dance totally killed me. Ryan gave us a whole bunch of steps, and I almost KO-ed. Even worse, the choreography requires a lot of energy and aggression. I used up so much energy, by buka time, I almost went dead. And I sweat a lot too, so I totally stink! Now, I feel like I'm floating.

Had late night dinner again at MacD (Oh mcspicy ku!). And saw N again. Aiyah. It's like fated to meet him often. So heartbreaking. =(

I'm prepared for muscleache tomorrow! Sigh. And tomorrow, most probably I'll be doing finish-up touches on tidying up my room, and altering my clothes, and then hopefully I can start baking kuih. =)

I shall wake up early tomorrow to practise the choreo. See, I'm such a good girl. Haha. Only because the house is empty in the morning. And I still need to brush up on certain parts. Oh, and practise my pirouttes. =)

Ahh! I'm tired. Over and out!

I'm fcuking scared right now. I've just got the news that Wednesday will be Results Day, and I'm totally not prepared for it, mentally. Just give me a bloody 2, god-dammit! Sigh.

I should not have taken a Business course. I should have taken Design. Sigh.

And, my wish to fast for the full month will not come true this year. Sigh.

I hate home. Sigh.

And every sentences in this post will end with sigh. So here: Sigh.

There is dance tomorrow. Sigh.

My throat is sore, my temperature is high. Oh my, oh my! (stupid poem, I know!)

Dance yesterday was okay. And the tom yum dinner was great. Haha. Note to self: Must have the piroutte competition before doing proper pirouttes. Kay?

Tomorrow's session is going to be a nightmare. N-I-G-H-T-M-A-R-E! Sigh.

Seriously, I don't feel like dancing anymore. How? *panic mode*

2 more weeks to Raya, and I'm not looking forward to it, already. Sigh.

Aiyah, I'm so moody.

P.S. Who wants to play candles with me on Saturday?

I just loathe people who give me mixed signals. Maybe I was just regarded as a substitute to take those places and fill their hearts in. Sigh.

I totally give up. Men, they are nothing but trouble.

I might close down this blog or make it private.

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Ok, I shall get on with my bloody life. Nope, decided not to close down. Happy? Aiyah, as if there is any difference.

Yes, my heart is still aching, and yes, I'm still feeling fucked up.

Sigh.

I shall go read my romance novels. It may not mend my heart, but at least I can imagine my knight in shining armour, riding a white horse. Sounds so fairytale-like, but I don't care. That's they way I like it. =)

Sigh, I'm leading such a pathetic life.

My arms have been aching since yesterday due to 100 push-ups on Monday. Backache, leg cramps, aiyah! And there is dance session tomorrow... *faints* I've been practising my ugly pirouttes, and there's not much improvement. How?? *faints*

Auditions will be on week 3. Very fast leh! How??

Aiyah, let's leave dance aside.

I hate people who adds me in Friendster, and then don't even bother to get to know me or at least attempts to. I mean, the purpose of adding strangers up is to make new friends. And then, a lot of strangers added me up, and I don't even know who they are or where they come from... I just feel like deleting all these so-called friends.

So, what should I do now?

I hate long-term holidays. I'm so bored to tears!

Hey all! Was woken up by the band playing downstairs because of the funeral of the wife's uncle who always give us jackfruit. Thank god the tune is nice. Or I'll flung my pillow downstairs. Will definitely hit them because from 3rd storey to the ground is very near. Haha.

I hate RIVERSIDE. And the teachers too. Ms Jenny helped me ask that woman whether we can come back tomorrow and she say cannot!! Like as if we are going to harm the dancers. And hey, we are offering our bloody time to help ok! Because we feel that Ms Jenny will have a rather rough time with this batch, since they are not really exposed to real proper training yet. Walao. I miss Miss Jenny's lesson!! Sigh.

Dance yesterday SUCKED. Ryan got pissed with us, which I don't really understand why. Maybe because we can't do double pirouttes? Please lah! We are not even trained on that! Gaaaah! And he did not allow us to break fast on time. We broke fast at 7.45pm, which is more than half an hour late. Sigh. And there's more practices to come since the concert is two months away. And the intensive one starts on week 3= last week of fasting= nearing to hari raya! What's next? They are going to take away the holidays?

We had late proper dinner at 10plus yesterday. Because I ate only 2 Mr Bean pancakes. And he says he may be doing a full day kind of practice, which I believe is going to totally kill us! Sigh.

Whoa! Today's post is so full of rantings. Aiyah, what the heck!

I wanted to change my blogskin yesterday, but decided not to because it's a hassle, and black is sexy and mysterious. Haha.

I really don't feel like coming to dance. Mainly because Ryan is always missing, and my 'gears' are vey very weak now. And I've seem to lose my ability to do my left split. Sad lehh... =( And also, if the session today is a short one, it'll be a wasted trip of 3 whole hours (to and fro lah). Wonder if Bang Deli is open today. I want to try one of their burgers. Or maybe I should stick to Mr Bean... And also, it would mean that we will be having our proper breaking fast rather late... Like 9? Aiyah...

I feel so sian. I want to have a gathering but Hanna is out of Singapore and by the time she somes back, Jasmine will be gone... And yes, of course. I'm too lazy to organise. Heheh... Maybe tomorrow?

And I have yet to go Geylang! Anyone wants to bring me there?

I miss my babes and my gays.

Aiyah! I soooo want to meet them. It's been almost 2 weeks. And hey, it's a very long time ok!

I miss laughing with them, and laming.

I miss eating my ice-cream waffle too! Even though the waffle may be as hard as rock! Lol...

And I miss dancing at RS. Sigh...

I shall SMS Miss Jenny tomorrow for the days when she'll be coming back... =p

I have big plans for my room but I don't think I can complete it all by myself. Bed curtains, new wardrobe colour... Gaaah! And till now, only 5% of the room is really tidy. I really don't have the mood lah. Because whatever I do is much being appreciated by anyone. Sigh.

Heard that they are going to start intensive training for dance for the concert. But I don't know whether it applies to only the Hip hop people or the whole SDZ. Man... I sure do miss hip hop! And all those grooves and funky movements and the six steps (which I still cannot really do)... But no, there's no time. Studies is more important I guess?

Aiyah, I think I better start cracking. No use sitting around all day doing nothing even though I have not much energy. Haha. Might as well do something fruitful right? =)

So which one first? The forever messy cupboard, or the cupboard stairs?

I wish I have a room as big as the living room. Whoever marries me must be stinking rich

I feel so weak now, I'm slumping on my bed. My body decided to be on a very-active-and-neat-freak self. So as soon as I woke up, I started to clear things away and tidied certain parts of the room. So the shoe boxes corner and the top cupboards and part of the study table is clean now. Including the contents of the boxes inside. And it's only like 5% of the whole room. Gaah! To my darling messy sister, if you are reading this post, please appreciate what I did for you because I took 3 bloody hours to clean up your oh-forever-messy-even-after-cleaning-up junk boxes. Thank you.

The next hours was spent in the kitchen, helping my mom to make sambosa (?). Pardon my spelling. Surprisingly, I enjoyed it very much.

Now, I'm taking a break before hand-washing my clothes.

Gosh! I feel so like a housewife today. Haha. And I realised that today is the only day since start of fasting month that I actually stayed home the whole time.

Went shopping (like really proper shopping!) for three consecutive days and bought many stuff. And so, I've decided to make a shopping list to fight temptations on the next shopping trip, which will most probably be after Hari Raya. Haha. Seriously, I'm a sucker for $10 items. Everything seemed to be $10 now. Tees, accessories, and even gladiators! (P.S I bought that $10 gladiators yesterday! Haha)

Ok, I better stop ranting about my shopping experience before I drive everybody away. =)

I'm so exhausted. Even going down the stairs from my bed to the ground seemed like a bloody chore! (FYI, my bed is double storey with the stairs kind. Nope, not ladder. STAIRS!) I can't believe my taste while I was a kid is soooo tacky! Now, I'm regretting it because it takes up almost the entire space of my bloody small room!

I want to shift out and get my own bedroom with my own walk-in wardrobe can?

And I've decided to be MIA for a while now. Sorry if those SMSes are not replied! =P

Yesterday, we were supposedly going for a job interview, but we made a last minute decision not go to. It was TOTALLY last minute. Why? Because of a very stupid reason which I don't want to say out. Haha.

So now, I'm jobless, I'm broke, and I'm very very free. Haha.

Instead, we went shopping at PS and spent money instead. Horrible or whattt?

So yeah, that's all I have to say. Before everyone of you start to wish me luck and asking me whether I'm employed. No, I'm not. Haha. And I'm proud of it.

Heck. It's the holidays! I'm supposed to enjoy myself to the fullest instead of stressing my wits out finding a job, and doing the job well. Anyway, Hari Raya is less than a month time. So, money coming in... Haha...

Maybe I should go back to RS and dance instead. =)

I had to choose between job inteview or performance tomorrow. And I chose job interview. Sigh. Hoepfully, it's a good choice and I don't regret it.

Sinc I have all the time in the world, I want to train more on my flexibility and strength. *semangat beb!*

The stupid weather made me sick. Sigh. How to go interview like this?!?!?!