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YUSNIZA, yussy, yus, iza .
18, 210691, Gemini
SP, Human Resource Management with Psychology
Modern Dancer, SDZ
Brown, Chocolates w/o nuts, White roses, Jellybeans, Marshmallows (:

Do TAG, love you! (:

I feel like I'm in a fairytale today! :)

Okay, was feeling all groggy and sick in the morning. Skipped dance (yes, yet again!). Sigh. I really have to kick this habit! Was praying hard that I'll be better in the afternoon for the video-shooting. And I was! Panadol Flu works wonders :)

Well, the whole thing went well. Was quite productive as compared to the other previous videos.

And I was so glad that Naz and my friends could get along well :)

Okay, now, everytime I watch the video, I will blush. I still think it's funny. And and... okay, shall not say. Those who want to watch the video, beep me.

And we explored RP and took many many photos. It's still with Zu. So yeah. Wait for it. I think RP is one of the best places to date during weekends. Haha.

And I finally joined Facebook. But have no idea how to use it! Heh! Somebody teach me!

Okay. Bye. :)

I feel like I'm on air :)

I'm so tired, I feel like sleeping for 100years.



Aiyah! I go sleep first lah! Maybe I'll blog tomorrow during the 3hours break.



Bye :)

One problem comes after next. Sheesh.

Shit. I shouldn't have volunteered myself for the video-shooting on Saturday. Aiyah. Grr. You girls must thank me hor! Buy me chocolates, flowers, coffee!

Oh Wilfred, where the hell are you?! Why didn't you tell me you're going overseas! Now I feel like murdering you! Grr!

I think today is my suey suey day. Sigh. :(

And tomorrow, will be another nightmare.

Tomorrow onwards, will be a nightmare. No more TV, no more going online unnecessarily, and worse of all, the only time when I can rest is when I'm asleep and when I'm reading newspaper. Life is a bore. Yawns...

I don't know how to survive tomorrow. And I don't know what to expect. Because really, it's unpredictable. BBSS should know what I mean. And to make matters worse, dateline is just a few days away.

On a brighter note, I get to see my babes tomorrow. Yay! (Okay, I know. It's only been four days. So?) :):)

I know I'm drifting away, just because I'm not in. But that doesn't mean that you guys should show it right? Sheesh. Now I just feel like I don't belong in the group anymore. :(

Hmm. CRS, PACC and Stats, done. Econs, I'm still trying to run away from it. HAHA. I need extra lessons from Alex! Anyone wants to join me? :)) IDEAS, screw it. Nonsense module.

And I'm craving for sushi, Twix, and Sausage Mania from Pizza Hut. Boo! and I'm also craving for outings with my OhFour darlings (Sentosa!) and Diysy! :(

Okay. Back to work. :)

Oh by the way,
HAPPY CNY!

And as for me, and some others:
HAPPY CATCHING UP WITH SCHOOLWORK!:)

YUSNIZA RETARDED-NESS EPISODE 2

YUS: I want buy mp4 the one circle, circle, turn, turn (making turning actions with fingers)
ME: You mean ipod?
YUS: (blur for a moment) -- oh yaaa!

Taken from Nadiah's blog. Thanks eh, slenger! Now everyone knows...
P.S I learnt it from ILI NADIAH!

I still havent finish my Stats tutorial after 3hours of doing it. Shit! Blame it on my retarded calculator!

Sheesh! I feel so dejected!

Dance just killed me. I think I need to start from basics again. I can't even do a proper piroutte! Shit. Back to session, if I can afford the time.

But I got my strength back after the super-spicy Kway Teow and Strawberry Red Tea with ILI! Haha. Ok I shall be nice to you okay. ILI!

One more week, just one more week yus. And projects will be over.

Okay. Bye bye.

Today. Just a bad bad day. And coincidentally, I was wearing black and faded jeans. Haha.

1. Something happened among my classmates. Particularly me. I feel that I have a huge responsibility to correct things. Because I was the one who started this, and I was the one who would be greatly affected. For now, I seriously don't know what to do. I just need to muster enough courage for confrontation and make things right. :(

2. The train that I took home cocked up. The doors refused to open immediately at every stop, and they actually did not open the door at Yew Tee. I was home 40 minutes later than usual. The aunties in the train were panicking. Damn funny lah!

3. There was a traffic jam near the expressway, and my bus was stucked for a while. Thank god it's a minor one.

4. Something embarassing happened involving badminton. Shit. I shall not say it here! Those who know, know :)

Sigh. It's bugging me like mad. I'm not in the mood to do anything.

I have lots to update on, but I'm not in the mood. :(

I almost cried just now while complaining to my friends. Tears were already forming. Somehow, I managed to control. Thank god.

I'm tough, and I can overcome this. Go yus!

Dear God, please give me strength.

*edited*

Okay, let's brighten things up!

I spent most of my 3hr break with Kiwi and Vanne. They really cheered me up. Seeing me busy sketching, they volunteered to buy food and things for me. And even bought me a strawberry stick! Aww! Thanks darlings! I love you guys! I seriously don't know what to do if you guys were not there. Probably I'll be crying. Heh.

I love my OhFour many many :)))

Let's go through the thick and thin together okay guys? Remember, Sentosa + Luge outing coming up!

Okay, back to skteching!

I swear, school is killing me. I no longer have any brain juice. Oh god.

Thank you to those who cheered me up yesterday. Really needed it. Especially you :)

I just want to hide in one corner and shut my brain system down.

*edited*

I don't know how long I can hold on. Funny thing is, some don't see their flaws.

I learnt my lesson: Not to be compassionate, or people'll start stepping on your head.

For now, I've got to face reality.

I am bloody pissed. Seriously, no wonder others can't stand them.

Ok, MOB Report done (hopefully!). I've put in a lot of effort to edit and compile and make it work. Hopefully, Chris will be satisfied, because really, st times, I don;t know what he expects from our group.

For now, IDEAS. Oh god, the nightmare. Stupid 2-credit module!

I can't wait to get started on GEMS assignment! Whee! We are soooo going to have a lot of fun yeah! And based on our experience, I believe we can pull this off! Go girls!

CRS is driving me nuts! She is driving me nuts! The whole writing test thing seemed tough. We have to keep ourselves updated with world news. And that's why I decided to start reading the ST today. Obama's news were all over! I feel like watching the inauguration video! Semangat Obama seh!

Okay, enough. Back to work!

I feel so stupid at times, when people around me are scoring A's and B's and I'm getting a C's. Sometimes, I don't know what went wrong. I have no specific style of studying, so I can't blame on my study style. All I know is, the amount of effort I put in is not comparable to the results I'm getting.

But you know what's worse? When you don't get encouragements from people for improving. Instead, you get, "How come you didn't get an A?"

So, why should I put in effort at all?

God, I don't even know what to do. But all I know is, I have got great company to keep me going.

Thank you, god, for blessing me with great company.

I'm exhausted, and I just feel like sleeping the whole day.

School is draining me out. Thank god for my friends. :)

Okay, back to work.

Sheesh!

I seriously need some motivation to do my work. Am not progressing AT ALL. I took one whole day yesterday to do PACC and Statistics. Shit.

Got to finish my Econs (which I have completely no idea how to do it!) and MOB report by today.

Ok enough about the workload.

Vanne got me hooked with the Love Story by Taylor Swift. You'll be the prince and I'll be the princess...

Tomorrow. One lecture. And still deciding whether to go for dance session, since they learnt a new choreography. Shit... Hmm...

This morning, I woke up feeling all groggy and sleepy. Wanted to get ready for dance, but was too tired to get out of bed. So I texted Nadiah, and it turns out that she was sick too! HAHA! Coincidence or what?! Take care, babe. So I went back to sleep.

Until Naz's messages woke me up. And he told me to come down at that moment. So, I went down, with last night's clothes, hair uncombed, and un-bathed. HAHA. Walao, really first bad impression la! And he surprised me with MacDonalds' breakfast! Yay-ness! And he knew I didn't have a proper dinner last night, and was feeling hungry all night. :)

Aww. Thanks, you sweet sweet boy! I had never gotten any surprises from anyone before. :)

And thank god I told him that I was not coming to school. Or he would have waited at Dover MRT forever. HAHA.

Ugh. 2 weeks of not stretching. So much for middle split at the end of the year huh!

And I'm lazy to start tutorials and revision. And Vanne texted me early in the morning asking about Econs. OMG!

Today, MOB went well, and our group was the champion. But, I think I was too kanchiong. Chris thinks so too. :( But nevertheless, yayness! Even though I screwed up at one round. So now, report yo!

IDEAS. Walao. Our group still have nothing. No product, no experience, nothing. Zilch. God. :(

Went to main library to chill out during the 3hr break. Was planning to study Econs, but couldn't concentrate because of headaches. Wanted to nap, but the rest needed another player to play card games. So I joined in. Seriously, we will never settle down and study together! Haha. And then, the librarian came and spoilt the whole atmosphere. And some idiots stole something. Total wet blanket! Grr!

Lectures were draggy. Boo.

I wore a dress today. And I got scolded by the girls because I always sit with my legs open like some apek. Haha. I'm not used to sitting so ladylike. And Lydia decided to put her legs up on the sit in front of her in lecture so that I could not walk through. I decided to climb over her long legs, with dress and all. Haha. SO unglam!

I seriously feel like quitting dance. I've lost the passion and it's taking up a lot of my time. Sigh. And with my parent's attitude towards me dancing, it's such a turn off. Sigh. Help! I don't know what to do! :(

IDEAS. MOB Report. PACC. Econs. Statistics. It's all waiting for me. All must be done during the weekends.

Oh god. Give me strength.

And I'm sorry that I loved you in the first place.

TEN ARE YOUS
1) Are you single - Yes. Still finding. No rush, I'm still young :)
2) Are you happy - Only when my friends are around me...
3) Are you bored - No, I have a things to do, including this questionaire...
4) Are you fair - No. I want to have one!
5) Are you Italian - I like spaghetti. Does that makes me one?
6) Are you intelligent - Sometimes, in certain areas
7) Are you honest - Most of the time. Tell me, who doesn't lie?
8) Are you nice - Sometimes.
9) Are you Irish - No.
10) Are you Asian - Duh!

TEN FACTS
1) Full name - Yusniza Bte Mohamed Yusoff
2) Nicknames - Yus, Yussy, Iza, You-sneeze-ah, USA, Boss!
3) Birthplace - KK Hospital
4) Hair colour - Black
5) Natural hair style - Curly, frizzy and ugly. Haha. Now, rebonded.
6) Eye colour - Black.
7) Birthday - 210691
8) Mood - Confused, Tired, Irritated
9) Favourite colour -Brown, Pink, White
10) One place you'd like to visit - The world

TEN THINGS ABOUT YOUR LOVE LIFE
1) Have you ever been in love - Yes, definitely.
2) Do you believe in love at first sight - I do.
3) Do you currently have a crush? - Who doesn't?
4) Have you ever been hurt emotionally - Yes.
5) Have you ever broken someone's heart - Yes, oops!
6) Have you ever had your heart broken - Yes. Isn't this the same as qn 4?
7) Have you ever liked someone but never told them - Yes.
8) Are you afraid of commitment - Sort of. It's more of I'm not prepared for it.
9) Who was the last person you hugged - Vanne! <3
10) Who was the last person you said I love you to? - One of my classmates :)

TEN THIS OR THAT
1) Love or lust - LOVE
2) Hard liquor or beer - Neither. Eww.
3) Cats or dogs - Cats! :)
4) A few best friends or any regular friends - Both!
5) Creamy or Crunchy - Crunchy
6) Pencil or Pen - Pencil
7) Wild night out or romantic night in - With friends, denifitely wild night out. A date, romantic night in.
8) Money or Happiness- Happiness
9) Night or day - Night :)
10) IM or phone - Anything will do

TEN HAVE YOU EVER
1) Been caught sneaking out - Nope.
2) Seen a polar bear - Yes.
3) Done something you regret - A lot of things :(
4) Bungee jumped - No. I want to!
5) Eaten food that fell on the floor - Eww. No.
6) Finished an entire jaw breaker - No.
7) Been caught naked - No.
8) Wanted an ex bf/gf back - Surprisingly, no.
9) Cried because you lost a pet - No.
10) Wanted to disappear - A lot of times! I do stupid things in public lah.

TEN PREFERENCES IN A PARTNER
1) Smile or eyes - Both.
2) Light or dark hair - Dark.
3) Hugs or kisses - Hugs.
4) Shorter or taller - Taller. I'm quite short, so most guys are taller than me.
5) Intelligence or attraction - Both.
6) Topman or Zara - Does it matter?
7) Funny or serious - Both.
8) Older or Younger - Older.
9) Outgoing or quiet - Outgoing. I don't talk a lot.
10) Sweet or Bad - Sweet.

TEN HAVE YOUS
1) Ever performed in front of a large crowd - Yes.
2) Ever talked on the phone for longer than an hour - Yup. Duirng secondary school days. Now, I always whack MSN. :)
3) Ever tried walking on your hands - I can't even do a proper handstand! Weak arms :(
4) Ever been to a rock concert - No.
5) Ever been on a cheerleading team - No.
6) Ever been on a dance team - Yes. SDZ :)
7) Ever been on a sports team - I'm no sporty person.
8) Ever been in a drama play/production - Yes. Long long tim ago!
9) Ever owned a BMW, Mercedes Benz, Escalade, Hummer or Bentley? - I wish!
10) Ever been in a rap video? - HAHA. NO

LASTS
1) Last phone call you made - Farrina. Don't remember why.
2) Last person you hugged - Vanne :)
3) Last person you hung out with - Hanna, Jasmine and some others. Played taboo to prepare for MOB.
4) Last time you worked - 24th Dec 2007. MTW, bad experience.
5) Last person you talked to - My elder brother
6) Last person you IM'd - S, I think.
7) Last person you texted - Naz :)
8) Last person(s) you went to the movies with - Dance peeps (Twilight!)
9) Last person/thing you missed - I shall not say...
10) Last website visited - Nadiah's blog for this questionaire!

Ok, done! Don't bug me already!

*updated* (am still mad!)

I. AM. EFFING. MAD

F you, CRS. You certainly are one bias, unfair bitch, bitch!

I was so mad, I was tearing during CRS just now. F F F F!

CRS= ask more relevant questions to get marks. For first group presentation, I put up my hand to ask question. She said,"Since your group will be given the priority for the next group's presentation to ask question, I have to skip your question, since we are rushing for time." Ok fine, I thought. So next group's presentation, I asked only one bloody F-ing question, and she allowed the rest to ask question. Especially, this one other particular group, which is not my group! I raised my hand again, and she merely ignored even though she F-ing saw my hand! Walaoooooooooooo! Priority my ass lah, bitch!

No, I'm not blaming the other group, I'm blaming her!

Sigh. Someone tell me why am I in this course again?

And I want to go to that Vietnam Trip! Grr!

Too mad to go on.

And thank you to those who tried cheering me up. I love you guys. :)

P.S Sorry Naz. I kept whining and complaning to you about school the whole time. Next time, stop me. :(

For the first time in history, I paid attention the whole day from 10am to 5pm (minus GEMS lah. Who pays attention to the topic Sex man...).



Went Bugis with our presentation clothes to get presents! Tired shit. Poor Vanne!

We screwed CRS. But, it's okay. It's only a bloody two-credit module. I still can't accept the fact that we had to forgo all our tutorials and revision time, just to do this stupid thing. God, we didn't even put in as much effort for IDEAS! Everyone looked pretty today :) especially ZU! She's da bomb and has sexy legs yo! And CY talked too much. He just talked too much. Grr.

Played taboo for a while. Fun shit! And the guys, they just have a weird way of saying things. Pokemon, all the gaming stuff, all came out. Haha.

Went to Bugis to get necessities, and my legs almost broke!

Alright, back to tutorials.

P.s A new friend found:)

I feel bad. Wahla is so nice to me in his emails. And I gave him a dissatisfactory during the feedback session. (And so did the rest of the class, I think!) :(

Sigh. I'm getting all Cs for this term.

No, I shall work my ass off! I don't care!

Meanwhile, I have lots of catching up to do, so yeah. Ciao

By the way, I'm feeling much better. Thank you so much everyone for the well wishes! I love you guys! <333

I. Am. Sick. Again.

Fever, headache. Whatever I eat would come out again. I vomit as much as I eat. Lost quite a bit of weight.

This week, I missed 3 days of school. And I missed the SPSS test. Hopefully there is make-up test. Or my Stats would be screwed. No, I can't afford to repeat module. And no news from Wahla about the make-up test lor! Grr!

Had to miss the SDZ-New Year Party later on. Damn! I really want to watch the Waves 13 video. And eat a lot. :(

How come no one is online? I thought now is MOB= play laptop time? Sob sob!

Half of my arm is numb. My dad asked for injection. And I don't know what is it for also. -.-

Tomorrow and Sunday. Supposedly have CRS meeting. But with my state now, I don't know how. Oh god, help me!

:(

FUUUUUCCCCCCCCCCKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKK!

Fuck. Fuck. Fuck. Fuck.

I'm so freaking pissed off! Fuck!

Lady Luck is being such as ass. I just need a bloody freaking mark to get a bloody A and a bloody B. Is that too much? Fuck.

My head won't stop thumping, despite the pills that've taken. The lump in my throat still refuses to go away. Fuck.

Some people just piss me. And that includes you, Mr TTC! Fuck.

SPSS is nonsense. Fuck.

I just found out that MOB and Stats is a fraking 6 credits each. Fuck.

I soooo need a bloody miracle. Fuck.

Oh gosh, I'm feeling so vulgar these days. Just that I don't want to show it. Until now.

I better fuck off.

Arrgh!

*I'm sorry. This is so not me. Will be going MIA for a while.

2009 certainly is a bad year for me, and for several others. Cold, sore throat, cough, high fever. It came all at once.

Yesterday was the worst. High fever throughout the whole day. 38.5, then 38.2, then 38.5 again, the 38.7, then 38.4, then 38.5. Gosh! My head felt like as though it's going to break. I was cold and hot all over. The only thing I could do was pray. Sigh, one day wasted. I was supposed to do SPSS and PACC tutorial! Grr!

I skipped school and Wahla's make-up class today. Partly because I kept getting giddy spells, and I couldn't stand for a very long time, or I'll black out. And I don't think I'm going to be well enough tomorrow either. Just pray that I won't faint in train tomorrow.

And my parents kept blaming dance for the cause of it. Maybe, maybe...

One day I went MIA, and people already started spamming my tagboard! Thaaaanks! I feel so loved! *NOT!*

I feel like a retard these few days.

Yesterday during lecture:
Me: Sunday we meet for MOB ok!
Zu: Huh? MOB? What for?
Me: Discussion lor... I thought we agreeed just now?
Lydia: Ya lor, Sunday discuss MOB
Zu: Ahhhh? MOB?!?!
Me: *after a very very long time* Ehhh no! CRS! OMG!!!

LOL! Lydia also another blur one!

Today after dance:
Nadiah: I don't like the bubble tea from Far East. The pearl so hard.
Me: Ahh. It's not... It's not not common what...
Nadiah: You mean it's common?
Me: Ya hor! But got the word "not" there sounds nicer...

LMAO! I'm such a retard!!!

Okay, enough! No more.

:)

Beware. A depressing post. Don't bother reading if you are in a happy mood. I don't want to spoil my reader's mood.

God. This term suck, schedule for exams are out. My head is swirling. All I could think of is, how the hell am I supposed to survive this. 2 months of plain torture. Oh god.

I can't afford to slack anymore. I don't want everything to go into waste. I want to get what I've been chasing for, for 17 years of my life.

It's not as easy as it sounds. You try it.

It's only the first year, and yet, I have to go through this. Walao. Thanks lor, SP! And congratulations! You managed to push DHRMP people beyond our limit. Sheesh.

Shit. Shit. Shit. I need more Nescafe.

After dance tomorrow, I will be in a totally different world. *yay, not!*

Ok done.

Told ya it would be a depressing post. Don't blame me.

*go find some chocolates to cheer myself up*

I. Am. Feeling. Lazy. And. I. Don't. Have. The. Mood. To. Do. Tutorials. Shit. Dammit.

SPSS, PACC, Econs, Stats, CRS. WOW. I'm. Screwed.

My muscles are aching, my body feels hot, my head is spinning, I feel like puking all the time. The only thing I feel like doing now is to stick myself in front of the television.

Tomorrow. 3 lectures, 1 tutorial, 3hr break. What a waste of time!

Things coming up:
Sat- Dance exam
Mon- Stats make-up lesson (OMG!)
Tues- Class photo-taking :) *what to wear huh?*
Thurs- SPSS Test *breaks into cold sweat*
Fri- SDZ New Year Paaaarty! Wooo!

Many presentations and tests coming up, which I'm not very sure of. :(

And sticking to resolutions is not an easy thing to do! :(

HAPPY 2009!

Today, I was not in my school mode. CRS just pissed me off, because I seriously can't stand perfectionist. Worst of all, I don't even know what she wants! Gosh! PACC lecture, I just shut down my brain because the lecturer was re-capping the previous lecture. And no one was in the mood to listen anyway. Haha.

Headed to SP MacDonald (all the way from SB!) to have lunch. And Zu got herself an admirer aka the Macdonald uncle! HAHA! They had great conversation, and I kind of feel bad, asking Zu to leave the place to go to main library. :P

Headed to Changi Airport from school. The journey was not that bad, almost the same as the way home. Okay, maybe I was a little suaku when I was at the East area. And I was blur as to where to go since the MRT was located at Terminal 2. Thank god for the signs. :)

I met my sister halfway, and then took the skytrain (was suaku too!) and ate hershey pie at BK. And wow! The airport was freaking full! Like bazaar geylang! I could not walk, and i could not spot my parents anywhere! Settled the bags and everything only an hour or so after. HAHA...

Many of the relatives came over. Had some prayers, and I cried. My mascara all gone. :( Oh my Dad look very funny with his bald head. Haha. Like rat! My parents are sick now, probably due to the weather. And they shopped like as though they want to open up a shop here in Singapore. Wow. They came back with extra two bags and a few plastic bags. Haha.

Had dinner at Teh Tarik. Somehow my usual favourite Nasi Goreng Seafood tasted bland.

The countdown party on TV was a bore. And i could hear fireworks from my house, but could not see any. So sad!

I suddenly crave for jellybeans! Tsk! Somebody help me buy can?