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YUSNIZA,
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SP, Human Resource Management with Psychology
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/Saturday, February 28, 2009
HandWritten on; 7:42 PM
Yet another happy ending. Sigh.
I just hate the fact that I cannot stop reading books with happy endings, yet I clearly know that happy endings are not real. In fact, almost impossible. It's somewhat, maybe, self-denial? Dramas, movies, novels, it's the same old thing. Girl meets guy. They fell in love and lived happily ever after. But somehow, I'm not sick of the same old storyline.
And I hate it that I always get so emotional whenever I finished a story. I think I need something different to cheer me up. Something that does not end in a happy ending. Something more realistic.
And ugh! How I hate holidays. I would start thinking of nonsense stuff, fantasizing silly things and imagining things that are not realistic. I need something to distract me from all this shit. Work maybe? That is, if I can find one.
I'm still mulling over my wrong choice. Sigh. Wished I could turn back time. But what has been done cannot be undone. Guess I have to live with it. And pretend to be happy when it's not.
Pardon me. I'm so emotional right now. Too many things on my mind. Things that I should not be thinking about.