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YUSNIZA, yussy, yus, iza .
18, 210691, Gemini
SP, Human Resource Management with Psychology
Modern Dancer, SDZ
Brown, Chocolates w/o nuts, White roses, Jellybeans, Marshmallows (:

Do TAG, love you! (:

So, it's over.

Every little traces are gone. Pictures, notes, text messages. It's the only way, to make me forget. and move on. The only thing is the jacket, which has yet to be washed (and which I don't know how to even wash!) and to give it to Bayi. Thank god for Bayi la.

But the memories, are still deeply etched in my mind. Which I got to erase. And I don't know how.

I got to be strong. I have gotten over once before. Didn't I? Before he left overseas. Now it's just another cycle. And another bunch of tears.

Really, I don't want to go to the BBQ. If not for the beehoon, which I feel like just delivering and then go home, I wouldn't come. I don't want people asking me why my eyes are swollen (partly because of half an hour of crying and sobbing and lack of sleep for two consecutive days due to insomnia). And I still have to endure tomorrow's intensive training. Aiyah. Hopefully, I'll be okay by later. I need to be in tip-top condition for the performance on Saturday and focus.

And after the whole thing at 7am in the morning, I fell into a deep sleep. For 2 hours. And I dreamt that the opposite happened. It must be either my subconscious mind (which is not exactly working at that time because it's wee morning) or my desire. And that was partly the reason why I woke up crying. Ugh. Eh, it reminds me of Eiffiel I'm in Love. Haha. So dramatic.

Thank god I have my friends around me. Even though only a few knew what happened. But yeah, thanks for the love. Muax!

And I'm proud to say that I can still make nonsense jokes with Nadiah. Haha. So yeah, I'm okay. Don't worry (:

Lesson learnt: Don't be easily fooled by sweet words and actions. And don't easily fall in love (:

Okay, part of me wished that you'll read this and see how deeply you've hurt me. But part of me don't want you to see how weak I am. But I think you won't bother about me anymore, and even read this. So I can rant all I want. Yay.

Okay, am feeling better. Ugh! If only the mosquitoes would stop biting me!