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YUSNIZA, yussy, yus, iza .
18, 210691, Gemini
SP, Human Resource Management with Psychology
Modern Dancer, SDZ
Brown, Chocolates w/o nuts, White roses, Jellybeans, Marshmallows (:

Do TAG, love you! (:

Busy busy busy busy. Aiyah.

And when was the last time I had proper rest?

Ages ago...

):

Tell me, how does one sleeps with the eyes open. I was sitting at my chair stoning, with my hands covering my mouth because I just finished yawning. And Chris went "Yus, are you sleeping?" I gave him a big 'HUH?!?! NOOOO...' Wahh! My eyes are so small till he can't see that my eyes are open. Heartache.

Today, somehow, I managed to pay attention and absorb almost everything for all lectures and tutorials. Miracle. HAHA. GEMS was somehow, fun. Had fun laughing at Vanne *winks* (Right Kiwi right?) And Vanne good lor, get to see her MouthChocolate (inside joke) like 5 times today! Life is unfair. TSK.

People who knows how to lead is brainy, but people who knows how to lead but doesn't do work are just plain idiots. Brace yourself girls! I'm here :)

Dance tomorrow. Shit. Tsk.

I don't know whether to be happy or sad. I prefer things to be the way it is, now. The girls should know what I'm referring to. *types a big HAIYA here*

Performance on Sunday. Double shit. Double tsk.

And I got to start working hard. ):

It hurts to see my loved ones suffering under the power of love, and yes, guys too. Being the emotionally weaker sex, girls are being placed at a disadvantage. Which is why, I think what's best for now, is to stay away from all these. Even though I'll be living in denial. Cheer up darlings! *hugs*

Betty gave us the green light to carry out the survey. Just need some finishing touches, and we can start carrying out. Yay! Can't wait! (:

I'm going to start with HRPRS, then revision. So many tasks, so little time.

And finally I let it all out to the girls. It feels good, I must say. Thanks.

Okay, got to go back to work. Aja fighting!

*with a determination look on the stupid slenger face*

I didnt get enough sleep last night due to dance clinic which ended late. So today, I'm like sneezing and sniffing throughout the day. TSK. Bloody irritating. School ended at 12. Did HRPRS discussion till 4plus. Okay, a bits of gossips in between. HAHA. Ooops. Everyone was tired and not productive so we decided to call it a day. And I still havent figure out the Johnny game thing! TSK. Nevermind, tomorrow!

I was dreading dance actually. Cause my mucus kept dripping (EWW!) and my tummy hurts. But somehow, I felt that this session was the most fun and productive of all ever since we had the 'That's the way it is' choreo practise. And I finally can catch the timing for Ryan's choreo! Happy woo! Mad was fun yay! (: Shall come for more sessions when I have the time.

My body is aching, and my tummy is still hurting. Ah zzzzz!

Performance on Sunday. TSK. So lazy! Somehow, 'That's the way it is' feels so passe and boring already. Probably cause we kept performing the item for God knows how many times!

Oh, Blaw lessons are cancelled tomorrow, which means I have to come to school only at 1pm for consultation! Those whose consultation was last weekend need not come to school at all! Shiok or what! But have to meet up for HRPRS CA1 though.

Okay, I'm supposed to do research on JDJS! Stupid shit thing! Ugh!

And I'm falling asleep! Zzzzz...

Dance today, somehow, made me feel demoralised. I don't know why. I feel that I'm losing confidence in myself slowly. Maybe, that triggers everything. Thinking too much, losing confidence, and not moving.

I've got to stop feeling so emo! I don't want my old-self back! Aiyah!

Journey back home was a good one. I was able to think straight, and figure out what went wrong. And it all comes to me. Too high of expectations. I've got to set my priorities straight.

Even if it means having to give up the things I love...

So I'm in my motivated mood now. Am going to start with my tutorials (:

Ciao!

Am freaking moody today. Don't know why. PMS I guess.

And yeah, it got me thinking. Why am I feeling that way? Wish I can answer that too.

I need something to distract myself from thinking too much. Something other than tutorials or school stuff or dance. I'm sick of all that.

OMO. I sound so moody!

):

This is my 400th post. Wow. I talk a lot huh?

Anyhos, today rocked my sock! (:

Went to catch Angels and Demons with Vanne and Kiwi. Nice show. Not exactly my type of movie, but I find it nice. Great sound effects and a little gore here and there. Jumped in my seat several times, covered my face many times. HAHA. And the theatre was freezing cold.

Went to Timezone (haha, good old days!). Played the sweets thingy. The sweets here are so much better than the ones at Lot 1. There's even Hershey's chocolates and big bars of bitter chocolates! And yeah, we took neoprints. The last time I took one was like years ago, when neoprints were hot and famous. Now, you walk around, you won't see neoprint shops anymore. And we look damn CHIO. Haha, aww (: Upload it when I have it scanned.

Window shopped around for a while (: Vanne look so chio in that dress.

I love my girls many many. Muax.

And I almost dozed off in Blaw lessons today. HELP! How to urvive BLaw?

Maybe, being busy and occupied with schoolwork and dance helps after all. Stops me from thinking too much, and be miserable.

Projects are starting to pile up, not forgetting tutorials and self-revision. Peservere yo!

Okay, back to work.

Can someone teach this slow poke Business Law? OMO!

Sometimes, I turned on a deaf ear and ignored whatever you say because I don't want to argue, because I've been told to make peace, because we are related. But sometimes, you're just too much.

If I'd known that you're going to treat me this way, I rather not give you my blessings.

I guess I just have to live with it then.

Cause life's like that. ):

I think I'm invisible or something. Or I look like a wall.

I think it's best if I just crawl under the ground. Then I don't have to get all the shit.

Ugh. Damn it.

I am so blessed to have the girls by my side. Thanks babes! (:

Today was a blur. Was so tired, I could not absorbed anything. And GEMS was a drag. Ugh.

Followed some dancers to buy speakers at Funan IT Mall, then headed home while the rest went for the GP meeting. Fell asleep in the train. UGH. Embarassing shit.

AND some blppdy idiot stole my ugly fugly sandals lor! My favourite sandals is GONE! So sad. Now, I don't have anymore sandals. Must get one during the weekends.

Tomorrow is a public holiday and I'll be stuck at home with nothing to do! :(

And right now, I need my Cookies and Cream or Marks and Spencer's cookies.

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Sad memories are supposed to be forgotten, not remembered. Only then will life be a happy and fulfilling one. (:

Cheerios!

Performing with flu sucks okay. Everytime I did a chanae or bend down, I had to hold back my mucus. Bloody disgusting, I know. But it's better than letting it flow down slowly while performing right (OMO! Eww!) But still, I survived (: Ahh, bad experience.

Hang around at the booth, be a statue, got bored. So we had a heart-to-heart talk instead. Kate is freaking dope! First time see her so fierce. LOL. I realised that I'm not alone. A lot of people have been feeling the same way as me. And the reason they stayed on is because of the company (: Love them to bits.

Okay, I'm sorry if I scare you guys with my flu today. And I'm sorry I refused to go home early, and maybe (hopefully not!) I passed my germs to you. Sorry! I won't go to school if I still have flu tomorrow. But no, I'm not going to the doctor's. No way!

And I couldn't find you anywhere ):

Thank god I did law tutorial earlier. Or I'll have to crack my brain with this stupid flu!

Wahh! My nose damn red can? TSK.

And sometimes, being your friend puts me in a very difficult position ):

And I miss you truckloads ):

Nothing nice happened. Which explains the lack of update.

Been busy with school and dance. And more heart-to-heart talks :)

Performance tomorrow, with all the bruises and blue-blacks on the knee. TSK. Ugly.

Haa hmm, got to start revising the notes. Am totally asleep and blur in the 3 lectures today :(

Am not feeling well, again. No, it's not swine flu, stupid!

Okay done bye!

Today. Damn kecoh!

Firstly, I was stoning in the bus on the way to MRT. And then it struck me. Did I put my tights into my bag? And I went "Oh shit!" damn loudly, and people were staring. I started texting every moderners like siao to ask for extra tights. And called Sab and Shyan, since they live near school, and most probably they havent go out of the house. Ah, Sab is my lifesaver today (:

Dance today, somehow, rocked. Time passed by so quickly. (:

Me and some Moderners made a last minute decision to go join the hip-hop people to go shopping. And as soon as we meet up with them, they were going for KO Nite. -.-" So we ended up going window shopping at Peninsular. Fell in love with a cap. But no money ): Meiliang left early, so me, Sab, Gladys and Jiahui went to sit along Citylink to have a heart-to-heart plus nonsense talk. Damn cool. Sab was complaining of thirst, so we went to Starbucks nearby, and it turns out that Sab's friend is working there. And we got free drinks yo! Whee! (:

Today rocked la. My cheeks are tired and cramp from laughing too much. Yay! I love the company! And I love the Senja crew!

Seriously, I would have quit Modern Dance long ago if not for the company.

We must have more of such outings kay! Next outing: Shop for PJs for the PJ Party during FOP camp! (:

P.S I think I'm having diarrhoea again. TSK!