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YUSNIZA,
yussy, yus, iza .
18, 210691, Gemini
SP, Human Resource Management with Psychology
Modern Dancer, SDZ
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/Monday, July 27, 2009
HandWritten on; 8:53 PM
I swear, this blogger template is irritating me. :(
I'm freaking out, seriously. I'm afraid of falling deeper. I'm afraid of repeating the same mistake twice. I'm afraid of making the wrong decision if I open up again. I'm afraid, BODOH!
GYEAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHH!
Interview tomorrow, CBM presentation on Wednesday, RWPS video-taping presentation on Thursday and PMT presentation on Friday. Oh god!
My mom told me today. "You better quit dance next year. How are you going to get into NUS/NTU/SIM/SMU if you keep on dancing and not studying?!"
First and foremost, my dear mom, my dancing have nothing to do with my grades at all. I don't spend the whole week at dance, just 2/3 times per week. It's just that I didn't study smart and I am just plain lazy and stupid, so my greades are like that. Secondly, I don't think I/we can afford the University fees. So why must I work my ass off, and then not being able to afford? We are already struggling to pay my poly fees. Thirdly, I didn't say I want to continue studying right after graduation. I have yet to make any plans for the future. But most probably getting a job first, and then study.
Right, of course. I didn't say all that in front of her.
Seriously, this incident dampened my mood in school ):
Ahh, why is life like this....
Okay, back to preparing my speech.
Life is being unfair to me now. Lady luck is gone.