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YUSNIZA,
yussy, yus, iza .
18, 210691, Gemini
SP, Human Resource Management with Psychology
Modern Dancer, SDZ
Brown, Chocolates w/o nuts, White roses, Jellybeans, Marshmallows (:
Do TAG, love you! (:
/Monday, August 3, 2009
HandWritten on; 9:51 PM
I took 20mins to chew my dinner down just now. And it's porridge. Ahh, I hate it when I can't take solid food. I'm so sick of porridge and whipped potato already. Really, if I have the money, I would have gone for a bloody jab. And my calves are still hurting like mad.
Me, Vanne and FruitBar had a heart-to-heart talk just now after the video recording. At the stadium. While enjoying the breeze. So romantic. Haha. Topics like marriage, our parents, the past, it all surfaced. And I thought only my family have some complications. Turned out that I'm not alone (: It was nice, the company. Thanks girls! <3
My sister says my body is like a man, because my shoulders are damn broad. I am very very sad. Sigh ):
And somehow, my nights are filled with tears again. Oh, the agony. I hate it when the past and all the negative things dominate my thoughts. Sometimes, I feel like I have split personality. I can get so high and hyper in the day with my girls. At nightime, I start to emo again.
The past sucks. Sometimes I wish I have amnesia and I can forget the unhappy past. Someone knock my head against the wall or something?
Ugh. Ugh. Ugh.
There is an incident which made me feel so stupid today. Let's call it, 'The $10 makcik.' Those who wants to know, ask me personally. And those who know, shut up hor! Not funny lor! Sheesh!
I need a bar of Twix, BADLY! Sigh.
*yaaaaaaaaaaaakdush!*
