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YUSNIZA,
yussy, yus, iza .
18, 210691, Gemini
SP, Human Resource Management with Psychology
Modern Dancer, SDZ
Brown, Chocolates w/o nuts, White roses, Jellybeans, Marshmallows (:
Do TAG, love you! (:
/Saturday, August 15, 2009
HandWritten on; 5:43 PM
Skipped dance today because I felt like I was going to faint soon. HAHA.
Met up with the girls to study at RP. Surprisingly, I managed to concentrate. At a slow pace. HAHA. 4 hours, I only did notes for 2 chapters of Blaw. AH SHIT. Kiwi counted all my 8 bad lucks (actually have more) because I thought Vanne's birthday is the 8th. LOL. Damn suey, all my pens ran out of ink except one. And according to Kiwi, there's no rubbish bin all the way from RP to Woodlands interchange. She got so excited when she found one at the MRT. HAHA. Kuku-woman.
Somehow, crying helps. I feel so much better now (: And of course, with all the friends who cares around me and helping to pull me up once again. Love you guys.
I don't know why, I've been eating only 2 times a day lately. Must be due to Vanne's influence. Today, I ate fried rice at 9am. And I'm only planning to eat dinner at 7plus. But sadly, no weight loss. HAIYA.
Really. Just now, it's proven. Bloody obvious, you love her more than me. I'm not being jealous. Just that, I tend to remember such things. And I still don't know why I'm working my ass off just to impress you and make you happy. What's the use? You already have someone to rely on, someone to love more. And it seems that she has the career which you like. You don't even care, do you?
I'm doing whatever I'm doing now, for my own sake, my own future. Not to impress and show off to people. Which is why I don't communicate. What's the use?
Okay, SHIT. I told myself not have any emo post. -.-"
Ahhh! One hour of WGM, then nightmare starts again.
Fighting!
*haiyak*
