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YUSNIZA,
yussy, yus, iza .
18, 210691, Gemini
SP, Human Resource Management with Psychology
Modern Dancer, SDZ
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Do TAG, love you! (:
/Friday, October 9, 2009
HandWritten on; 1:02 PM
A quickie here.
Yesterday was a letdown. Partly because of dance. And also, partly because I realised how insignificant I am to you. I never thought I did so much to stand by you. And only to realise that I'm under appreciated. I feel like a cushion, for you to fall back on.
Nevermind, it's okay. It's not something new. It happens all the time. I'll silently forgive and don't bear grudges, but I'll certainly won't forget.
Somehow, I feel a lot better with different group of people. Maybe, it's where I belong.
As for dance, sigh. Two dances with totally different feel. I just need to get used to. I guess? I hope?
I've been sleeping for longer hours, and my body refused to take in more food. I can't even finish a plate of chicken rice. And my body feels more lethargic. Shit. At this rate, I'm going to have to take vitamin pills, eeeeeeeeee!
I really want to go back to sleep now. But it's already 1pm, and I've slept for more than 10hours. Mehh.
I seriously hope that all these shit don't affect my mood to dance later, and for more rehearsals and practices to come. Sigh.
Okay, goodbye.
