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YUSNIZA, yussy, yus, iza .
18, 210691, Gemini
SP, Human Resource Management with Psychology
Modern Dancer, SDZ
Brown, Chocolates w/o nuts, White roses, Jellybeans, Marshmallows (:

Do TAG, love you! (:

Dance today was bleargh! So short, and stupid yoga people chased us out. Can't even spare us a bloody minute! So short, didn't sweat at all ):

Went to check out some stuff with Nadiah at Causeway, and she kept singing to herself, and I kept distancing myself away from her. HAHA

Had a real good nap as soon as I reached home. Rainy weather rocks!

Randoms:

I miss my old hair. Bangs is irritating. And my curls and natural hair growing halfway are killing me. It's so messy and the curls are so uneven, I don't know what to do! ): I'm going to try some Liese product that I saw in Cleo soon. When I get my next month's allowance. And probably a haircut too.

Started the day with my all-time-favourite Nescafe. And hey, it's very effective (:

Ryan came and taught new choreo, Eclipse. Damn nice, but very technical. And somehow I could absorb faster today, whee! (:

SDZ did awesome for Dance Delight. (:

Dance filling up my holiday makes me very happy, yay!

I just realised that it's been a really long time since I last drank Nescafe. Like say, a month ago? I guess I'll need it tomorrow before training. It's 1am now, and I'm awake, and I have to wake up at 7am tomorrow for training :X

LA Hiphop was fun, Modern was tiring, probably due to LA Hiphop earlier on. Loooooong day today. And loooooong day tomorrow. Going to watch Dance Delight after Modern tomorrow, whee! (:

Gaaaah, I'm really tired now.

You're Beautiful is nice. But the ending is so blah! ):

Feel so lethargic today, and I don't know why. The weather's perfect for an afternoon nap, heh.

I have the itch to buy heels. But what's stopping me is my budget, my tolerance for the pain from wearing heels (which is rather low), and that no one wears heels to school (okay, maybe a few or during presentations). HAIYA.

Okay la, my life is boring, and I have nothing to say.

Alhamdullilah, I've achieved my spaceship.

Thanks to you.

I don't know how to do well the next time, without you giving me all those talks.

Two dance concerts back to back. I'm shagged and broke. Heh.

18th March (Friday), had L.A Hiphop, with basic L.A elements in it. Cool stuff. Anne taught a bit of choreo, which I still look awkward in it. :/ Well, FIGHTING! (:

Watched The Emerging Choreographers II by T.H.E Second Dance Company at NUS UCC Theatre. Got a little lost in the drizzle, thanks to me. Sincere apologies to all the 17 of you! ): It's a disappointment, because seriously, I don't get a single shit of what they were trying to do, or at least portray. And the songs/sound used were freaking irritating. I'm sorry, maybe I don't understand such cheem kind of dance. Just my opinion, please don't hate me. :/ But I'm amazed at how they can dance to silence. Like really silence, with no music. The only thing I could hear was them breathing heavily.

Ended the night with Happy Meal as supper at MacDonalds. And the walk home, which was not good. Shall not elaborate.

19th March (Saturday), had Modern training in the morning. Did techniques, and I realised that my turnouts and body posture during the bar exercise are total crap. Sigh ): Rushed back home, took a 30min nap, and then went out again.

The TPDE Production, GEM 5: Labyrinth at TP was rather nice. Nice choreographies, nice storyline (well, at least I can understand it), nice acting (: Modern side was quite nice, and interesting ideas. I could totally differentiate between Ryan choreographies and students' choreographies. The moderners looked like small angels, which Cherie mentioned looked like our juniors, all short and tiny. Haha.

Ended the night with LJS, and the long train ride home.

I'm super shagged. To end this post, let me tempt my readers with the Fondue we had before the combined training on Wednesday, heh (:


OMFG, it's bloody sinful! But WOOOOH! (:

"I want you to remember me someday, I want you to hear our song at some random moment. And I want you to feel a stabbing pain, go right through the middle of your heart and for that fleeting moment in time, I want you to feel like I did."

I miss my girls lots ):



Yes, THEM! <333



I finally got to meet Vanne and Kiwi in school today, coincidentally.


Even being friends, there'll still be this awkwardness. Now, I really wished nothing had happened in the first place, and that we were still commenting on each other's walls till 200+ comments ):

And finally, no dance tomorrow. I need my rest.

Hello. Nothing much to update today. Had modern genre training. And I still haven't recover from yesterday's performance. Here's some photos from yesterday's performance (:

Cam-whoring at backstage.

Jiahui bought the Senjas rubber duckies, OMG so cute! And irritating as well. AWWWWW (:

Combined training tomorrow. Basically, it's jogging time ): Seriously, the last time I went jogging was two years ago! Gaaaaaaah! It's going to be heeeeeelllllllll!

Okay, time to bathe (:

OMG OMG OMG!

Tonight, (or rather, last night, since it's 1am now) was one of the most awesome-est performance I ever had.

Hospitality by the organisers of iTalent was DA BEST! Firstly, we were treated like some VIPs, with awesome dinner (we topped up our food and even packed some food! HAHA, omg, aunties!). Then we were allowed to rehearse in the most awesome-est dance studio ever, with huge glass windows to see the scenery and even dance mat! The Afro-haired guy (who used to be a ballerina, according to YanPing) even bought a cake specially for our birthday girl today! AWESOME OR WHAT!

Okay, you may think like "CHEYYYY!". But hey, we performers get all the kind of shit treatments by organisers okay. Some made us wait for hours, some did not provide us with meals, some even cancelled our items at the very last minute. Even though we're performing for free.

Anyhos, not just the organisers, EVERYONE, including the participants and backstage crew were so friendly and supportive. With the constant "Hi"s and "Good Luck"s and "All the best"s and "Good Job"s. (:

Heh, and we daring-ly tried out a new hairstyle: The abused women hairstyle. Heh, pictures will be up soon. I took 40mins to wash my hair, TSK. The amount of hairspray used was crazy luh!

Everything turned out well. I teared before and after the performance, and I don't know why. It's supposed to be a dance to portray our frustrations after being dumped by the other half, exactly what I'm sort of going through right now. So yeap, quite overwhelming.

The greatest disappointment: We really wanted Gladys to be there. We wanted to find her and hug her and cry together. But we could not meet her ): Hopefully, there'll be other opportunities.

Really, thank you Gladys for providing me another opportunity to dance your choreo. Like what the girls said, your choreographies are always awesome! Especially this one. And thank you dancers for making it happen, and making this awesome performance happened. I love yall (:

There is modern genre training tomorrow, at 11am. How am I supposed to wake up? ):

I'm so nervous for tomorrow's performance, OMGZZZZ! Let's do our best tomorrow, okay! (: And thank you Gladys for the awesome (and tiring!) choreography <3> The dancers with Nadiah and Gladys <3

Come to think of it, this is my 7th year in modern dance. And also the last ): Sigh, I can feel my muscles worning out.

“ You know how you’re watching a movie, and you kind of already know how it’s gonna end, but you watch it anyway, just because? Well, that’s how it was with you. I knew it was only a matter of time, that it was gonna come out sooner or later. I knew how it was going to end. But I went on with it. I kept feeling the way I did because as selfish as it sounds it made me happy. You made me happy. Now though, you’re gone, and I have no-one to turn to. Would I take it all back if I had the chance? Yes, I would. If I could do it all over again I’d wish never to have met you at all. Because no matter how happy I was at the time, in the end all you left me with was pain. ”

-http://idareyoutoclickthis.tumblr.com

I totally went flat each time after rehearsing Gladys' choreo today, omgzzz. I don't think it's the LA Hiphop that killed me. Probably just my lousy stamina today, and my mood. The Salonpas works wonders, yay! And I seriously need to get a better quality plaster for the bleeding blister.

LA today was fun. Did basics, and I looked funny. But fun. Wheeeeee! (:

Modern tomorrow morning, gosh. I think I need to get more Salonpas.

And I'm on my way, from getting away. Tough, but at least, I'm moving. I know I'm strong. Memories do set me back at times (well, most of the time), but beautiful but hurtful memories are meant to be forgotten, right? It's the second day today. And I hope this continues (:

I miss my girls, a lot. I miss my heart to heart talks with them ): And there's two new movies coming out. Catch them soon kay girls? :P

HAIYA, I TOTALLY MISS MY GIRLS ):

Even though it's as withered as the rose (with BandAid, omg!), I refused to budge. But it got me thinking, what for?

And so, I'm letting go.

I swear, I totally cried when I saw this:

"for my dearest camel,
don't fear my camel, for you have me to lead you on.
even if you fall down, i will support you with all my might.
if you are already bleeding nonstop, fear not as i will bring you to the vet
always look forward camel, don't miss out any opportunities that lies ahead.
becareful of cactus, i will try to remind you every now and then. but the rest, depend on yourself.
sarang hae camel :D"
(P.S It's even in brown, my favourite <3)

Thanks xiao meimei. I love you too (: Get well soon.

Dance totally killed me and I managed to borrow white shirt from the nephew, whee!

Rest day tomorrow. And I want to get my large friesssss! And other necessities tomorrow.

Goodnight! (:

One. Muscleache and bruises being accumulated everyday. And it's getting worse.

Two. We walked the whole of Bugis but couldn't find any cheap white men shirt.

Three. I had no appetite to eat a proper lunch, and today's dinner is -.-"

Four. I was caught in bloody pouring rain and was drenched.

Five. I only sent less than 5 text messages today to you, and all of it is meaningless. When we could go on for like 100+ text messages per day in the past.

Six. Saw you. You didn't see me ):

Seven. Your presence left me totally moodless. Even though it is just a glimpse.

Eight. I still don't know who to get the white shirt from.

Nine. I keep glancing at my phone for your reply, but you disappoint me (as usual).

Ten. Stupid mosquitoes are sucking my blood. Bloody hell.

I was so enthusiastic about whipping up a nice supper for myself. I wanted to make egg pancake, with sausage and crabmeat. And then it became scrambled egg instead -.-" And I don't know if my sausage was properly cooked! I'm prepared for diarrhoea tomorrow! HAHA, whoever who gets married to me, GOOD LUCK EH! Instant noodles all the way!

Coming down to school to practise Gladys' choreo tomorrow. Muscleache is not getting any better. If it's still not gone tomorrow, I have to get YokoYoko, whatever that is /:

Okay wait. I'll go rinse off my hair mask (I'm supposed to put it on for only 3 minutes, but I put it on for an hour already! (:)

Back!

It's so nice to chat with CCML again after soooooooo long! Miss yooooou! ):

Despite knowing this, I don't know why but I still refuse to budge ):

It's so nice to use all the muscles in my body again after a month of not dancing. And today's session was freaking awesome! Stretchings, techniques, Ryan's new choreo and Glady's WHOLE choreo. I swear, my brain was totally not working at the end of the session. And I just flung and throw my body anyhow during the jumps, which resulted in blue-blacks. Nyehhhh. Let's just say the choreo is much tougher than the Waves one. A LOT of energy needed.

More dancing this upcoming week. Yay?

And seriously, the weather sucks.

MY 600TH POST ^^"

Had lunch and short shopping trip with the dancers. Sab was being a total minah today. Minahrep, minah, minahchi. (:

I totally have no mood to shop today, and I don't know why. Nothing seems to interest me anymore. The clothes, I mean. And I have yet to get more pants and jeans, as promised to someone.

And this is my last free holiday, before graduation (will be busy with FYP and ITP for upcoming long-term holidays in Year 3). I've decided to devote my time for dance, if I don't get a job. Seeing how much I improved throughout my poly years made me real proud. Yes, I may not be one of the best among all, but heck!

Dance at 9.15 tomorrow, oh shit. How the hell am I going to wake up?!

I can't believe one of my best friend in primary school is getting married tomorrow. But, despite whatever people say, I'm happy for you girl! Too bad I can't make it tomorrow ):

And I've officially given up on job-hunting. Irritating, waste of time.

Hello. Outing to Marina Barrage was great! And tiring. But fun!

Lunch-ed at Banquet (Nadiah read this: Fish and Chips! :P), with Old Chang Kee and egg tart as snacks. And twisties and ice-cream. And half of BK meal for supper. Omg.

Watched people fly kites (next time we bring kite too kay?), people taking wedding photos (damn sweet! and there's this bride who wore sneakers with the wedding gown, and the guy wore bermudas. cute or what!), enjoyed the breeze, and of course, highlight of the day, star-gazing.

There's 15 stars today. According to Vanne, there's 18. But I still think there's 15. HAHA. I laid down on the concrete wall, stared at the dark sky and the stars, and realised, 13 15 17 19. How nice (:

And I wished you were there.

Sungguh irritated, sheeeeeeeeeesh! This is why, I need a bloody job.

Out later, but somehow, I don't really feel quite enthusiastic about it anymore. Freaking moodless and gyeeeaaaahhhhh! Okay, shut up yus. Get out and have some fun.

I don't know if I should even hold on anymore.

Meeting up with syafiq tomorrow for the stupid HR admin interview. Freaky job, but good pay. But thanks boy for waking up early and accompanying me. Lunch treat's on me!! (:

Okay la, bye! (:

I just cleaned up my Ichat account, and I didn't realise I got a warning email for attendance for GEMS. Scare the hell out of me! I don't remember if I did skip anymore lessons. Crap. Please let me pass my GEMS ):

Anyhoos, today's job hunting was really redundant. HAHA. Went around LotOne instead.

Just can't wait for Wednesday's picnic/star-gazing! (:

And I really feel like chopping off my hair. So hot, so irritating.