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YUSNIZA, yussy, yus, iza .
18, 210691, Gemini
SP, Human Resource Management with Psychology
Modern Dancer, SDZ
Brown, Chocolates w/o nuts, White roses, Jellybeans, Marshmallows (:

Do TAG, love you! (:

It feels mad awesome to be able to attend Ryan's class today. I missed almost 2 months of his training, due to the project meetings and tiredness from endless reports and presentations. Now that school is over (for me!), I'm able to find more time to commit to his trainings on Saturday mornings. My stamina and techniques are getting rusty, damn. And I'm a bit slow in catching the choreo today. And plus, my endless retardness during dance, and everyone laughed. Damn embarassing or what!

Today was really awesome, being able to spend time with all the dance seniors. I felt like a year one again, heh! The celebration went well for the birthday girls, and I'm glad that our hard work in doing those scrapbooks paid off. Sab was so touched, she cried like mad. Gladys, well, she did not want to tear in front of us, so she decided to read when she's at home, so that she can cry privately, HAHA. Cute.

And I realised, this will be one of the last few birthday celebrations with the Senjas. Man. I hate graduation, I hate moving on, I hate growing up.

Tomorrow is the start of ITP (It's Sunday, 12.20am now). I'm feeling the jitters! Best of luck to me!

I don't know why, it dawned to me that, well, things are not really how it seems to be. Or even how it is supposed to be. I'm not sure why, but things are getting more sour than expected. Maybe I'm just over-reacting? I just think I don't belong there.

I just hope that everything will turn out alright. Let go of the past, look forward to the future. And hope for the best. Be optimistic, and laugh it off. Things will go well, insyallah.

On a lighter note, school's out (for a VERY long period of time, unless I decide to pursue a degree upon graduation). Work starts monday, scary mary.

Now, now, I should really enjoy myself before nightmare comes (:

Today was one of those days when I need a pack of M&Ms to boost my energy. Cause seriously, I felt ike a zombie, with mountains protruding from my cheek (Read: PIMPLES). But, due to my breakout, I resisted my temptation. I should be applauded for this man.

On a brighter note, my 24/7 hunger pangs is not so bad now. I lose appetite quite easily and I can't finish everything on the plate. Awesome!

Soon, I'll look slim in the Waves costumes like everyone else. Yay! ^^v

Dance trainings are beginning to wear me out, like seriously.

The thing I love about Hari Raya, the food. Yes, the same old lontong, sambal paru, sambal goreng, serunding etc etc. Surprising, I don't fancy Malay food, but these are the must-haves in every special occasion.

Today is one of those days when I feel good about myself. Maybe it's true. Psychology makes me emo. HAHA. Cause I skipped the lecture today.

It's halfway through Week 5 now. Next week's going to be hectic, with Psychology presentation, CA Interview, Career Day, and 3rd Dance Vetting. And after next week, there's going to be a whole new experience waiting for me. Scary Mary!

The interview with TLC yesterday totally inspired me. Seeing how cheerful he is all the time, even though he is going through the shits in his life, all he did is to learn from it, laugh it off, and move on. And live happily.

I want to be like him. Not him, his carefree personality.

And today was my first test. I think I did well. (:

3 weeks had past, and now, it's left with less than a month before the real thing starts. I'm not very confident about the company I'm allocated to, all thanks to the lecturers rubbing on me making a wrong choice to reject an auditing firm. Nevertheless, I have to do what I do best; suck it up, and make the best out of it.

It has been almost 2 weeks now, and it has certainly not been easy for me. Because there is still that little bit of impression that still lingers. I broke down at school, something which I have not done before. I knew I scare the hell out of everyone, and I'm very sorry for that. So much for being strong and sucking it all up huh?

A good thing that dance has been keeping me busy all this while.

Now, SUCK IT ALL UP YUS!